It feels like I've been waiting forever to move. There are no words for how excited I am, how much I'm ready for change, and for a fresh, new situation. It's like getting to wipe the slate clean of everything that's happened and embrace all these new parts of me that have developed the past couple years. I can't wait to live with Judy, to inspire ( Read more... )

As I was packing I opened an old notebook from 1995- I would have been eight. In that note book in the back, it shows that I had already started the desire to restrict calories very specifically. Like by noon have ate no more than 300 calories and to exercise. It's amazing to me how early such a problem had started, and it helps explain more how it ( Read more... )

Sitting at work, it's slow per usual right now. I'm getting anxious to move, not wanting to be home, just wanting to get out of our apartment. It's hard to be so excited for something that's still a month away. I know that having "once this happens" aspirations are dangerous I do feel like once I'm out of our living situation things for me will be ( Read more... )

We've been on quite the journey with trying to rent. We've viewed so many places, spent so much time, spent so much money, it's been like a second full time job and it's been exhausting. This whole month has been completely dedicated to finding a place to live and it really felt like something so easy for most people was disgustingly difficult for ( Read more... )

Things are strange for me. I feel like I'm losing a lot of myself in this relationship. While he encourages me, his lack of passion for anything has had an affect. It's so noticeable in every manner. I need to work on myself again so badly. I asked Jer the other day to describe what defines him as a human being, and about his interests. He really ( Read more... )

I had a dream I fell in love with a woman, married her, and she faded into the ocean. I think I have to write about it because after I woke up I still felt, and feel in love with her. It was beautiful.

Simple Woman's Day Book format. Thought I'd give it a go ( Read more... )

I was just turning on the TV to flip it over to video to watch Ugly Betty (<3) and I heard "the number of c-sections help determine our success". So I kept watching, it was a meeting on health care, this was a man from texas, a senator I believe and he used to be a doctor. He was talking about how to get the most from peoples' insurance money. I ( Read more... )

just give me a blow job
all_the_jesus_you_need: haha jk
purringlily: you are so raunchy.
all_the_jesus_you_need: you love it
purringlily: not the last time
all_the_jesus_you_need: why not?
purringlily: it sucked.

So I haven't had sex in six weeks and I live with my boyfriend.

My coworker just had sex three times last night.

Life is so completely unfair.

I feel like writing a formal letter of apology to my vagina.