Life has been really crazy lately, hence the lack of updates from me. I really shouldn't be updating right now but I'm too tired to yell at people to come win nerds by answering a trivia question about dining ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO BELIZE THIS WINTER!!!! FUCK YES!!!!!!

Things are finally looking up and I don't remember being this happy. This is amazing.

So, lets go through the list of good and bad that has been my life recently

(-) Found out that I have scoliosis and degenerative joint disease in my spine, and I have go to physical therapy
(-) have my first session of physical therapy at 8:00am this Thursday (which means I have to be there at 7:30am)
(-) had a break down when I realized that Mason ( Read more... )

So I've been having chronic back pain for a few years now. Within the last two, and especially the last 6 months, it has really escalated. So I finally went to the doctor here. It's possible I have a little bit of scoliosis, and maybe other problems. I got to get a back/spine X-ray at the University Hospital today, and am scheduled for physical ( Read more... )

I can't do this any more. I really hate life.

That is all I have to say.

It's been more than three weeks. Three fucking weeks. Almost four. I keep pretending that I'm okay when I'm around people. I pretend that the breakup and/or Mason never happened. But pretending doesn't work. I fall apart when I'm by myself. I can't concentrate on homework. And I try to push myself through it my attempting to convince myself that I' ( Read more... )

I seriously hate my life right now. I hate it so much.

I can't move past this....it's killing me. I can't deal.

So, some of you may have heard. I've had the worst week of my life. Mason and I broke up. I'm not doing well, but thank GOD the girls were here this weekend. They really helped me take my mind off it. But now that I'm back home, it's all that I can think about. It makes me sick to my stomach. It's just not right. It makes me want to scream and ( Read more... )

So, I'm going through a major crisis right now and am not doing well. Not at all. I don't know what to do, I'm just totally floored. I'm so distraught and just don't know what to do. I'm well beyond any adjective that would be appropriate ( Read more... )

I am so tired and I just kinda want to scream at people. People have been pissing me off lately. And I don't think I really want to go into it. I'm not PMSing, but just really frustrated and want to punch someone. My job is pissing me off, everything. I just really want to go drive up to Germantown and see Mason. Except for the fact that the last ( Read more... )