how do you let go of something you pretend that you've already let go of?

i'm tempted to wash my journal anew.

but will i stick around for it to matter?

did you rush to the phone to call ( Read more... )

my top left wisdom tooth broke ( Read more... )

i need to get my tattoo... rightnow.

i am the least strong person i know. this haunts me, but not into action. yet.
really, what is my issue?

i don't feel like driving 30 minutes to the barn so that i may see my horse by myself.
such cowardice that i should be ashamed. but instead i am sad, and depressed.
what the..?

sometimes you find things about yourself you maybe didn't really want to know.

later, do you accept them? or do you change them...

i would not expect anyone to be interested in me the way i've been letting mysef go these last two weeks ( Read more... )

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so i figured SOME things out.

i am looking for inspiration. mostly we always are in small ways - but i'm looking in big ways. because i have lost what i was envisioning?
i have lost the feelings atleast. unfortunately.. most of the areas i've looked to have yielded nothing to aid me. ok. it wouldn't be fair to say nothing, but not enough, and ( Read more... )

it just so happened that i'm flipping the channels and i land on a boxing match ( Read more... )