I feel drugged. It's hellishly strange, but at the same time fun. I'm as tense as a coiled spring, but I don't even feel it. I know I'm tense because I'm unable to play DoD:S at even half my normal capacity. This is bad ( Read more... )

"I know that I don't understand ( Read more... )

Well, this week has been a total bitch. I finally bit the bullet, called Jenna and told her that I'd be damned if I'd overlook what she did to me. She said "well I love curtis but I love you more" and all I could think was WTF do you think I AM? Fucking christ I'm naive and shy not stupid. Apparently she's got a different definition of "love" then ( Read more... )

I think I am in the minority of guys, those who believe in "chivalry". It's a dying concept - not because it is wrong, but because it is a sure-fire way to be USED. Not appreciated, not thanked for being kind, we get used and abused like a virgin catholic schoolgirl by the “ideal guy” (more on that later). “Me” does not matter, its what “me” can do ( Read more... )

add me as a friend -_- jerk. I cry inside from the mortal wound dealt to me. (oh, and I found that hatchet ^_^)

I have been focusing recently on getting my new car. I'm relatively sure I've shown everyone who cares (and almost everyone who doesn't) the pic I have of my dream baby. It has become likely I may get one very very soon, and then the fun starts. =D ( Read more... )

REMOVED first part -- Don't question me.

Oh, and I found this ridiculously funny...
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel ( Read more... )

...tears of joy ( Read more... )

This post here will consist of two mini-rants. Since I know nobody actually reads the full content of my posts, I’ve decided to shorten/condense them a lot to make them less intimidating. My hope is someone will read them, realize I have a lot of good stuff to say, and maybe think better of me for it. Selfish in the extreme, but everything is. Hmm ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna pass out. This last week has been unholy busy, and it shows no sign of letting up anytime soon. With the start of college, all of a sudden I've gone from having half as much school as everyone else to having half again as much, and most of it is way harder then HS work _ever_ will be. On top of that I've logged in the last 8 days ( Read more... )