i havent been around lately but i have excellent reason. Obviously. I miss jessica though. I rented "pi" today from the library and i hope tp watch it tomorrow with her. anyways, heres how my last few days went. Monday i went to the wake and i did good until i actually went up which wasnt til the end of the night and thats when i broke down. Then ( Read more... )

well, yesterday was interesting, i went with my sister to buy clothes for my uncles wake and funeral and i was supposed to go out with Vanessa last night but she called me and i was at jessicas house so i said mext friday. I shouldve wentbut i also have work today and i had to get up for it and shit so i dunno, next saturday i can just crash at her ( Read more... )

well, this week has been easter recess and actually it has been awesome. I spent most of it at my second house, jessica's, and hung out with her like every night this week, it was weirdbut cool, last night me, her and jennell went into the woods and jennell rolled over the fence and i couldnt even get over lol. look where a little bit of beer gets ( Read more... )

well last night my uncle died, yea im upset but i wont be really upset and it wont sink in until i actually see it, ya know? so as of right now i am fine. I went to jessica's last night and we watched poltergeist, it was pretty freaky. I am over there more than i am home. It was cool tho, at like 12:30 she passed out cause she drank too m uch and ( Read more... )

well, i dunno what to say really, the last few days have been really good, i got my prom dress, a second tattoo and im doin well. I feel alot better lately besides the nauseous feelin but it'll go away. im so tired, yesterday went as so. I has work at 11:30 and then i stayed til 3:30. I went to sams at like 4:30 for passover dinner and then i hung ( Read more... )

i am so tired of being nauseous! i lost eight pounds by not being able to eat and by throwing up, thats cool but not healthy. Anyways, today was cool so far, i had a good day. I got called out of english cause my first period teacher wrote me up four times....mr. raptus called and was like "send her down wiwth her books now or she'll written up for ( Read more... )

well i was thinking today and tomorrow is the last day of the third quarter in school. As a student i have grown to become a mature (well most of the time) young adult and i have grown up with those around me. Growing up for over a decade with everyone around you creates a bond, a bond that which you will never forgetbecause it holds the key toyour ( Read more... )

ahhh! it sucks, i have been doing homework non-stop for english because the end of the quarter is friday. Jesus, why does my teacher have to be such a dick and assign all this shit? Its so stupid but im basically done with all of it. Uhm, yea well my doctor was right, i have a different perspective on the world and jessica was right, i dont ( Read more... )

well i have had avery busy weekend, with the exception of today of course, friday iw ent upstate to visit my college, i gothome from school and left at like 1pm. So we drove for 7 hours and i got really really sick. So i talked to Dario friday night at like 11, he called me. So i went to the school and i had fun, it was cool. Then we left at like 2 ( Read more... )

today has been an awesome day actually. It started this morning, well actually i woke up to my parents fighting, obviously about me. I feel bad cause i keep gettin my Dad in trouble, but after that i got a call from Sam and she was like "where are you?" i was like "home" and then we made up and promised never to fight again cause it was just bad. ( Read more... )