I have not posted on live journal in forever! hi livejournal friends! haha..fuckin weird ( Read more... )

continuation of my rap conversation ( Read more... )

a one way rap battle i had to prove i was worthy of recording on someones track for my music production class ( Read more... )

I think greys anatomy said it best this week: "sometimes, what we want is exactly what we need"

life is so fucking amazing and scary and hard and painful and wonderful and beautiful all at the same time. And right now its perfect. and im happy. and i love that.

Just found some poems i wrote like 2 years ago for jr year englishish stuff. I like them. They remind me of being 16..like frozen time. I miss writing ( Read more... )

because i am in a rare decent mood i decdied i would post an entry that wasnt horrible. haha ( Read more... )

i want to go home still.

at what point am i allowed to throw in the towel and call it quits here?

Met the kids today and landed in Israel. Called my mom crying. She says i have to give it at least a week and if im still miserable i could come home. I know this is what i used to want and part of me wants to honor the "self" that wants to be here but seriously NOTHING sounds exciting right now. Im just honestly living each moment in misery. I ( Read more... )

I am posting an incredibly rare post. Here i am sitting in New York waiting to go to the airport and board a plane to israel where i will be at least untill i come back to visit on DEC. 25. and i am dying. i should be overwhelmingly excited for this opportunity but i feel like i cant even find one thing to be excited about as hard as i try. I am ( Read more... )

ok what is up with life. i come home for five seconds and check cnn and all the sudden everyone is dying ( Read more... )