Sad confused slipping off the earth

That's me today

Shit that's me for a while now.

Its like watching a wreck about to happen

But only in slow motion

what do you do when the person you love the most can't love you back.

what do you do when they call it quits.

what the fuck do i do.

I am sitting in someone elses house on their computer in the soft glow of a lamp pointed away from me at the wall. feels slightly strange, like I need to type quietly ( Read more... )

lots n lots of stuffs to do. but i really am tired. ha. think that's always the case. just finished a paper that is due monday. holy shit batman, im way early on that one. got another one due on next friday, lets see if i can do that one early too ( Read more... )

today im in a better state of mind then i was yesterday. and better still then i was even about a hour ago. ima get my stuff done and it'll be ok if it's not perfect. you know how you have dumb moments...those moments where nothing you do is right. i feel like i've been having those moments back to back for a while, months...every once in a while i ( Read more... )

i feel lost. or missing. distracted by ramblings in my mind. im having trouble breathing and staying awake. slept 14 hours last night. or today. still feel tired. watching the world around me, observer not a participant. people are talking at me not to me. i know it's a task. it's a task for me to pay attention that long. i dont know why im typing ( Read more... )

homework. it's gotta be done sometime. i did the work for one class. the others just require reading...lots of reading. so what did i do instead, my taxes. so stupid. but lotsa moneys back so i guess it's not so bad ( Read more... )

two more finals to go...tmw and monday. then i bullshit around at work til i go to dc. only 6 days. i miss my friends there. cant wait to see heather n tommy's opening. seriously ( Read more... )

i be making chili...i cant wait til its done. simple pleasures. being alone and doing crap around the apt ( Read more... )

apparently this is me lately. negative. well, welcome to jennifer in AZ with stress. lots of stress. i just have not been in a good place. sorry if that makes me negative ( Read more... )