Such a fattie. I am gaining weight again. And I couldn't care less for the moment. I am so sick of focusing on every bite I take in. I get panicky when I don't though, you know? I start school in a week, and I am going to do the ten day challenge starting next Monday. I know that technically I am still on the 28 day plan but I got worn out ( Read more... )

Why have I never seen a post of pictures of her anywhere? She is my favorite thinspiration. Yummy. Anyway...just thought of it and thought I would share.

Last night I weighed myself on my boyfriend's scale...and it was a little off from my own scale...but from now on I am going to be using his because I just moved in with him and left my scale with my old roomates. Anyway, last night his scale said that I weighed almost 129lbs. And this morning it says that I weigh 124lbs. Hot damn! I don't know ( Read more... )

Actually, it is now mine and Rae's...because she took care of it while I was gone and she designed the layout and such. She's a dear. Anyway...the community is called FineFrailty and it fell out of activity not long after I left and that totally bums me out. I am trying to get it to be active again and it is proving to be a pain in my ass. I ( Read more... )

I am back from my vacation to see my family up north...during which I ate like a beast. Thankfully I did it on purpose. And today I am going shopping to start my diet either tomorrow or Monday. I am very excited. I am going to do the 28-day plan to help keep me on the diet. Anyway...

I am on a mission to try and eat like a normal person until then to help my metabolism and prepare it for the new diet. Here's the plan starting the 29th:

Breakfast:
fat-free soy yogurt - less than or equal to 100 Cals.
(with 1/2 a cup or less of FiberOne Cereal - less than or equal to 60 Cals.)
1 c. green tea - 0 Cals.

Lunch:1 apple - less ( Read more... )

I lost another pound! Of course, I was really sick this morning and vomited and shat my life away. But I feel fabulous now. Drinking enough water is no longer the chore that it used to be, so that is nice. Other than that...life is fabulous. I am still hoping to be down to 115 by July 23rd, so we'll see how it goes.

I work at a bank. So when fat people come in and I look up their accounts...if they have a mate I am always shocked out of my mind. I mean...(gosh I am so wicked)how can anyone love somebody who can take up the entire king sized bed by themselves? It is so disgusting. And then I think...well, that's love. But then I think...well, their mate ( Read more... )

so what

and i care so much

but you wouldn't know the truth

so i guess i won't lie

this is why you want

this is, you are

I love summer. I just bought a plane ticket to Oregon to visit my extended family for a week. Stellar! I am excited. My brother and sister-in-law have asked me to be the godmother of their new baby girl, whose name is Karis Bamie (Bamie after our late grandma). It makes me feel awesome that they chose me for the title, you know? So when I go ( Read more... )