A decade has gone by.

Iv'e gone through the dramatic steps to prove my identity to Livejournal to regain account access. I not only had to return to the art of journaling for myself, but I had to return to the same time capsule I've left in the basement all these years ( Read more... )

...Beauty is a curse on the world,

Make me an undesirable troll that wont question why people never look over me. Beauty draws them in, but doesnt make them stay, its not me its them...none of them stay.

keep the blood sucking mosquitoes away from the bug light. Turn off the light, make em fly somewhere else. Theyll take the energy and leave, ( Read more... )

I watched American Beauty on tv today, it was like i watched it for the first time.

Throughout the movie the main charachter Lester was loosing his wife, his daughter hated him, and he quit his job, but it never let him down, Without all those expected things that we think we need to keep us happy, He still made his own life beautiful. He followed ( Read more... )

Lastnight after work I was persuaded to come to Janesville, myspace friend Bobby and his boyfriend said they saw me at pridefest, said i looked hot, and Bobby has been texting me and seems nice. Plus They live with my friend Ron who i really havent seen awhile so a visit was due!

I leave around 8 or so, and head towards Madison, and about 5 minutes ( Read more... )

I posted a bulliton that asked "What do you think of me?"

It's interesting how different people view you, usually from afar its positive like, statuesque with big goals. But when people are closer to you and experience parts of you outsiders don't, isn't it scary to hear the response?

But even if someone close to you states what they think of you, it ( Read more... )

This has been a really interesting year by far. It's strange and a bit scary how time is going by, the year is half over and pride fest is already back and what happened last year was a year ago! Only a year ago was when my first car overheated and i was stuck at a green light with a smoking car and no license! And more than a year ago i lost my ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since i posted a entry, its been a crazy new year ( Read more... )

Yeah so ive had my journal deleted for quite sometime now, TOO many painfull memories and i had some hills to cross over before i could let myelf get to the point to open up on here again ( Read more... )

(x)Napoleon Dynamite ( Read more... )

Hey you guys, this is actualy linked up to aim becasue i wanna add friends memories about me to my buddy profile so if u havent already in the past, Write something or everything you remember about me! just sign it under annonomous and leave your name if u dont have Lj!!!

<3 <3

Nathan