I wish I didnt have to move
I wish I had a better job
I wish I didn't like douche bags
I wish I didn't drink so much
I wish I didn't spend money like I had it
I wish I could feel alive again

The end...

After a year of not posting it just felt right

Wow...I havent posted in this thing in ages. So moments ago a friend of Lindsey's came up looking for her. He was balling his eyes out, and I knew why. One of their best friends from home was involved in a car accident and was in critcal condition. He passed away a mere hour ago. I cant explain the helplessness I feel in my heart when these ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I need to find new friends. My friends are all so lazy on non outgoing. I'm the type of person who loves meeting new people and going new places, my friends are the type of people who would be content sittin in their houses for weeks. It's so frusterating...I would like to go out and take my mind off things, but ( Read more... )

So its been a while.... Im going to summer school... I hate it... I work all the time... its alright... I just had my 21st birthday...it was AWESOME!! My love life...not so good...but eh well..what are ya gonna do. Short post... not much substance to it...but hey its a post....

So much on my plate ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I worked anywhere where the training is as rigourous as Outback. So we have to memorize the entire menu word for word before we are aloud to work there. Easy one may say, but that is the ounces of all the steaks, chickens, etc.. and what ingrediants is made in each, portion sizes, all the sides, drink sizes, what kind of ( Read more... )

So each day has gotten a little easier than the day before. Although I still feel like I might be making a mistake, I dont know if I am blinded by the fact that he was all I had, all I hung out with for eight months. So I'm hanging on to the decision we both made and hoping this doubt will fade away soon. It's actually kinda nice being single ( Read more... )

I woke up today with a better feeling in my stomach then last night. I know that this was right for the relationship we had, it was unhealthy and it was making both of us change in bad ways. But I cant help but see the good in the relationship, of course I guess thats what you do when you breakup with someone. But I woke up today with a new ( Read more... )

Words can not describe how just down and out I feel right now. Today was supposed to be my chill day, I was gonna sleep in till whenever and then get up and go about my day. I got called in to work at 6 30am, I didnt mind really cause I needed the money. Then I have been in and out of a relationship for about eight months, my feelings for him ( Read more... )

So in the past two days i have literally done about seven or eight loads of laundry. that is rediculous for two reasons...first because i let it go so long, and second because i have that many clothes. my boredom has still not gone away... i think i need to find a hobbie. today consisted of waking up at one, going to Charlies Diner, going to the ( Read more... )