So boredom has got the best of me. As of today I have no job whatsoever. This is the first time I have been jobless since I was sixteen. It all started with quitting the bagel bakery to work at Kellys Tavern. The people at Kelly's tavern sucked some serious ass. They were all complete bitches and I decided I didnt want to surround my self with ( Read more... )

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And so goes the downward spiral of life. AT this point I am stressed beyond belief and just not in good spirits. I'm not happy in my relationship, and although its easy for someone to say well just get out of it then its soooooooo much harder than that. I wrote Mike a huge email just asking for closure, just wanting him to explain what happened ( Read more... )

So tonight was the most draining night i have had in a long time. i was talking to the guy i am formally dating tonight about some stuff that we have been arguing over. this guy and i have a history, he's nice and all but i havent really felt too many feelings other than we are having fun now. i dont think there is a future involved with him at ( Read more... )

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Welp... started fitness challenge 2002 yesterday.. haha thats what im callin it for lack of anything better. my neighbor Erica and I have started running every morning and we stop at certain points and do sit ups and push ups and stuff. its awesome, we're going to do it hard core till christmas break and see how fit we can get. we've set goals ( Read more... )

well tonight was a night filled with studying for numorous tests this week. i havent been up to much really, i've been worknig a lot which is working out pretty good. i like the whole managing thing. i got a call from my cousin in albany out of the blue the other night, and i m seriously thinknig about trying to get an internship around there ( Read more... )

So i havent written in this thing for ages, and as i always right it is because i guess i feel i have nothing journal worthy. very untrue i think, i just dont want to write down all my problems so i ahve to be face to face with every last one. lately i've been kinda bummed... i think mostly because i am ready for a relationship, some fun in my ( Read more... )

Sooooooooo I havent really kept this thing up to date at all. Basically cause nothing exciting or even journal worthy has happened to me in over a month. I work everyday, got promoted to manager at the Bagel Bakery so now i have quit the toy store. so i've pretty much knocked my self down to one job before school starts so thats nice. i just ( Read more... )

So today is humpday, two more days till I can sleep in...to the nice hour of ten am...hey i guess its better than 5 45 am. So today was alright, I am getting promoted at the bagel bakery to manager. and i think i will then quit the toy store, so how bout that, I'll have one job! waaaaahooooooo... it will be so nice to not have to work doubles ( Read more... )