well so its day two of my 6 30 am to 2 30 shift at the bagel bakery...i have three more days to go of getting up at 5 45. god it reallly sucks!! well today i re did my bedrooom and it looks awesome. i went to the thrift store and bought this night stand for like eighteen bucks and it looks awesome. i got some new shelves and shit. all and all ( Read more... )

So the past couple days have been kinda action packed. Ray and brent left Saturday and i worked the dave mathews show that day. it was really fun, his crew is really awesome. then i worked the kenny chesney show on sunday...it was just funny to be surrounded by so many country folk. yesterday was my first day back at learning express which ( Read more... )

hey guys... soooooo we have a communication problem... um brents cell died so we dont know the number there...and i dont know if you all have the number to my apartment.... or my cell.... we are getting ready to go to the beach....so i guess when ever you all are coming hopefully you read this... give me a call on my cell... this was the only way ( Read more... )

so i am soooooooo stressed right now its crazy. im stressed about money...which i have zero of...i work every damn day two jobs and i still dont have enough money to support myself. so i am left going to my parents who make me feel like the scum of the earth when i have money problems. i'm getting ready to completely clear out my checking ( Read more... )

so today was pretty sucky. i got up at seven and worked the entired day. it just sucked. last night was horrible...i went over to my friend chris's whom i have dated in the past and we had a big talk and he kinda said we cant hang out for a while because he still has feelings for me and he felt like we were still together when we did hang out. ( Read more... )

well so last weekend i started redoing my bathroom. it was just gonna be a new shower curtain and some stuff to match. then i got this bright idea that i would reborder it too. so i started stripping the old border which ripped paint off so then i had to repain the bathroom too. so a weekend project has extended over the week...but its almost ( Read more... )

Well today was alright..first day i didnt have to work thirteen hours in a while!! i haaaaaaate working so much...but i know its the only thing i can do with me living on my own and stuff. i went home today cause my uncle and aunt are visiting and that was fun. i went to wal-mart after and bought some stuff to redecorate my bathroom... i really ( Read more... )

So today i worked 7 to 3 which was alright...no great shakes...but i was off from my other job so that was pretty nice. so i went and got my nose pierced...i just got a hankering to do something and i've wanted one for a while. just the nostril though...not the septum..im not as hard as katie is :) its just a tiny little spec nothing too big ( Read more... )

So I know it has been forever and a day since I last updated my journal. I just got my internet up and working today...it sucked so bad not having it which is why I havent updated the journal in so long. I've tried updating this thing three times in the past two days and everytime I sit down to write Ray calls. I guess I should sit down to write ( Read more... )

Well my birthday has come and gone... it was a great night!! I saw so many people I havent hung out with in ages. We had a good time and it made me feel good that all my friends could come together for the night. I talked to Ray twice last night and things are getting more comfortable again for him and I. I think I have a better head on my ( Read more... )