A chinese man just came to our door to see if our heat was on...I actually understood what he was saying! Our heat is only on a little, I'm cold!

China = stressful!

Updating from espresso. I feel a void building in my chest. I'm dreaming of him but reality is tugging at my heart strings. I can only be a voice from 3000 miles away ( Read more... )

I need
A fresh dose of confidence and Josh by my side.

4 more days

This boy is not worth my time. He is livid over a joint. A JOINT ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for Killarney Provencial Park on Thursday for a 2 week long canoeing trip.
Write me letters. I'll try and write some to you before hand...aka within the next couple of days...but it would make my LIFE if I got a letter on the 10 hour drive home.

Thats all I've got to say.

Time go to go make my bed.

Good night.

I got high in anthro today ( Read more... )

I want to be a starting player in my lacrosse games. None of this sideline benchwarmer shit. If I get a little bit more confident out there, I know it will happen ( Read more... )

If they are going to call it that then so am I

It's so fun being an addict
Here I come C.A.

If I want to do NOLS this summer there so much I have to do!
In the next 4 months I have to:

Raise $1,500+
Lose 10lbs
Be able to run 5-6 miles in 40-55min or less
or 1.5 miles in 11min or less
Exercise 5 times a week...
Be able to carry 50-60lbs comfortably for long periods of time.

I've got a lot of work to do.

Katie is:

excited.
self-destructive.
sleepy.
desperate for change.
impatient.
worried.
demanding.
apologetic.

Katie is:
excited for colorado.
self-destructive because she feeds an addiction.
sleepy - it's been a long day.
desperate for change. Who doesn't want to spice up their life a little bit?
impatient for a response from a boy.
worried ( Read more... )