I want to be a starting player in my lacrosse games. None of this sideline benchwarmer shit. If I get a little bit more confident out there, I know it will happen
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sometimes i think we are too much alike and it scares me. two of me is a scary notion in itself. fencing=lacrosse, katie= me (doctors, problems, alcohol, scars, anger, life). not like I'm equating all your feelings with mine, but our surface problems are so similar sometimes and it freaks me out.
that's another reason i don't like doctors. i just get angry when i see them and its for all the wrong reasons and it skews their analysis of me from the beginning and they are so sidetracked we don't even get to work on the real problem.
two of me would freak me out as well. But two of me is a curious topic because then there is the idea of reflection. If we react in the same manner then we can see the consequences played out in the other person. Does that make sense? All I could think of was a mirror.
I hate doctors because half of the time I am too ADD to even pay attention to what they are saying. Like my current psychiatrist babbles so fucking much. My eyes usually just glaze over and he writes me a new prescription. Whatever.
I want to discuss anger with you. I want to discuss life with you. I want to discuss alcohol with you. I want to I want to I want to.
Yes, it does. That's why it scares me. I see so much of myself in you. I don't really know if that's a good thing or not.
I wish they would just write me a new prescription and stop asking me about my "current situation." What the hell is that? If I knew, I wouldn't be there. Do you get your prescriptions here or at home?
I get my prescriptions here at Olin because I am seeing a psychiatrist here at Olin.
I hate when they ask about my current situation. Whenever I go into therapy I feel fucking fine. Normal, even. Then a few days later and I am going psycho and am completely self-destructive. It never makes sense to me.
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that's another reason i don't like doctors. i just get angry when i see them and its for all the wrong reasons and it skews their analysis of me from the beginning and they are so sidetracked we don't even get to work on the real problem.
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But two of me is a curious topic because then there is the idea of reflection. If we react in the same manner then we can see the consequences played out in the other person. Does that make sense?
All I could think of was a mirror.
I hate doctors because half of the time I am too ADD to even pay attention to what they are saying. Like my current psychiatrist babbles so fucking much. My eyes usually just glaze over and he writes me a new prescription. Whatever.
I want to discuss anger with you. I want to discuss life with you. I want to discuss alcohol with you. I want to I want to I want to.
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I wish they would just write me a new prescription and stop asking me about my "current situation." What the hell is that? If I knew, I wouldn't be there. Do you get your prescriptions here or at home?
Good, LET'S TALK.
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I hate when they ask about my current situation. Whenever I go into therapy I feel fucking fine. Normal, even. Then a few days later and I am going psycho and am completely self-destructive. It never makes sense to me.
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