for the past five minutes, i've written and erased my writing......

just letting everyone know that i tried.

i'm going to go drink more coffee.

Love is something that is too much to ask anyone for. I realized tonight that I need too much of it. And because it's too much to ask anyone for, I'll probably always end up alone. I guess it's not wrong to need love, but it's certainly wrong to expect it in others. I think that's why my relationships with friends, significant others, family, ( Read more... )

I guess I should give everyone some sort of an update...

umm....maybe later.

From a couple of days ago ( Read more... )

So I'm back home and I feel so much better. Being away from New Brunswick and even Demarest has cleared up my head so much. There are many things I have to do to change my life. This past semester has been the worst of my entire life and I'm not even talking about my academics. The good times do not outweigh the bad times unfortunately and I am ( Read more... )

This semester is over and i have accomplished nothing. i honestly don't even know where this semester went. the part that disgusts me the most is that i don't know where it went because i can't remember most of it. everything is foggy and i only know that certain things happened because i have pictures and video clips to prove it. i hate this ( Read more... )

I feel so much better now.

And I have Melissa to thank for it.

I'm so lucky to have her as my friend. She's my little tator tot!

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

No!!! This break cannot be over!!!!! I want to stay home.....