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Tip over the unbalance ( Read more... )

for once in a long ass time the guy told me he couldnt make it work ( Read more... )

I dont know what to think, i dont know what to do.
Give me a sign. Something to let me know wether to hold on or let go.
I have the nastiest taste in my mouth from drinking last night, ew lol. i keep brushing my teeth but it wont go away.

HE

LOVES

ME

My dad and i had a run in. I admit i pushed his buttons just as he pushed mine. Then he did somthing unforgivable. He put my foodonthe floor like i was some kind of animal. Hes done it before when i was ten or so I didnt do anything i ate the way he didnt like so he put my cereal on the ground and said if i wanna act like an animla i can eat like ( Read more... )

So its cloudy, its muggy, its gloomy, its windy and looks like rain.

AHH i live for this weather IM so happy!!!!
Seriously i couldnt get any happier about life.
Best Boyfriend, Best weather as of NOW and the best sandwich in the whole world that was consumed about 10 min ago. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eeeeek. lol

Official 9-10-06.

I painted one wall of my room. Its a real theraputic technique.
I want something chewy maybe a brownie, no maybe some Crannberry juice.
That is all.

I've got a secret.
i can only talk to liz about it because she understands.
we've gotten closer again since school has started.
we are running buddies, her me and amanda OMG im so sore it takes alot to walk. My legs and but will def be in shape.
I love the endorphins from running.

first day on the JOB [training]

at linens and things.

so freakn nervous its exhausting.