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I hope to write in this blog somewhat frequently.
Encourage me to do so.
-D

Merriam-Webster's official pick for word of the year in 2007 ( Read more... )

Desperate times call for more thoughts put down on-screen.

The really hard stuff with the family is over. It's been made clear to them (finally!) that I can't live in a place where I'm not respected. Unfortunately, Lacey and I are still dealing with the fallout.
The vibe in the house is incredibly tense - every encounter feels like each person is ( Read more... )

It's time for me to be brutally honest with nobody. The only people that factor into my life on a daily basis are all very well-informed.

Why is it that it's only when things are terrible that I open up the channels of communication to people who I used to know?

Check it.

For years I have not been respected or safe in my own house and home. My ( Read more... )

Psych!

While I wait for it to be time to take Lacey to work, I felt like jumping on here and typing a mile a minute ( Read more... )

Thoughts at the moment ( Read more... )

Okay, so:

Tonight my band played with Kittie. Kittie is a mediocre metal band that got famous because it's four relatively attractive women playing the mediocre metal. I know they have plenty of fans, so there's people who see something in it, but when there are people making a big deal about something that strikes me as "...eh." I tend to be much ( Read more... )

As if life were a dream, I now see this scene laid out before my eyes, though my eyes in reality see something else. I take in the flashing notices on my computer, the lines in the fake woodgrain on my desk, the pens and guitar picks and stone rabbit that pepper the surface of my workspace. What I see, though, is a vast plain under an overcast sky ( Read more... )

All I needed was a buddy.
Got it.
I'm sweet now.
Needed hope, needed grounding, needed something to look forward to.
I require, and the universe provides.
Thank you, universe. I am profoundly grateful.
I am also ignoring a lot of the problems referenced earlier.
But fuck it, right now I'm stoked.