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last night was absolutely amazing ( Read more... )

i can't wait to get the rest of my tattoo. hopefully soon. other than that, i hate your guts and i hope you choke.

i'm not even going to lie.. the past 4 days i was making myself sick over the fact i thought there was a good chance i had cancer. i went to the doctor today and she told me it's just a really infected lymph node. i'm on antibiotics now so it should be completely healed within the next 10 days. i got weighed as well and i'm extremely happy with the ( Read more... )

today was indeed a lazy day. john and i didn't get out of bed until around 9pm. i spent the night their last night. we watched movied and just had fun. he bested me and gave me a bloody lip. it was fun. john's a good friend ( Read more... )

and i, i can see their eyes, but tell me something.. can they see mine? 'cause what's left to lose? i've done enough, and if i fail.. well then i fail, but i gave it a shot. these last three years, i know they've been hard, but now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun.. even if it's alone.

even if it's alone.

have another drink and drive yourself home.
i hope there's ice on all the roads,
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

i'm hanging by a thread ( Read more... )

i'm not running away, i'm simply moving on.

and here i dreamt i was a soldier ( Read more... )