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extremely shitty day. i absolutely hate this life of mine.

i'm back.

So i figured out my scanner, since my digital camera has gone missing. I am really stupid and nervous for some reason about showing you my pictures from february (yeah, those are the most recent??) but i'm only doing this so theres a comparison when i feel skinny enough to show you the new me. They're from two different days but i'm wearing the ( Read more... )

sorry it's been so long. I'm grounded.. so i've hardly the chance to use the computer. Hopefully I'll be ungrounded soon.. i haven't weighed in since my last update. I used to crave seeing how much i'd lost and now im scared. I've been doing good, i guess, i just don't like the scale. I think i'm going to go by pant sizes for now. School gets out ( Read more... )

Im sitting here with my 25oz bottle of water while i'm bleaching my teeth. I've realized that when i bleach my teeth, i can't eat. And after I take the tray's of bleach out, i have tobrush my teeth. And after i brush my teeth, food would taste bad. And after the toothpaste taste goes away, my teeth are too sensitive to bite intoanything. Thank God ( Read more... )

i want to be so skinny that my stomach eats itself.

so i promised my best friend jessie i wouldn't weigh myself until sunday (she is catching on that im losing weight fairly quickly in a short amount of time) i ran 3 miles at 4 in the morning before school on friday, and i told her i work out more that i have ever before (which is true.. but definately not the only reason) so anyways, i don't know ( Read more... )

height- 5'7
cw- 152!!!! :o(
hw-173
lw- 118
gw- around 125
ltgw-115

wow, just call me chubby-lumpkins..

i want to lose 1 pound a day. at least.. and i want to lose 20 lbs by june 18th. So basically, if i lose at least 1 pound a day starting today, ill lose 24 lbs or more by my "deadline".. think its possible?? im going to work out EVERY DAY for at least 2 hours. any other tips?? (or certain exercises that will help out my thigh/butt/lovehandles ( Read more... )