You’re a piece of shit. Fuck you. Like, what in the actual fuck is wrong with you. Go die you piece of worthless shit.

End rant.

So a year ago today, I met Frankie.
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I wrote my goals today and it’s end of day one. ASTROS WON!! And I REALLY wan to talk to johan but I am controlling myself, of course I’ve been drinking but I have self control. If I could talk to him right now I’d say... thank you hurricane Harvey, because it brought Houston together and we won the World Series and it also brought us together💪🏼

Ok, I dont want to tell the whole story about Johan (that will be when I feel like telling it) but right now, things are aparently going on in his life that he feels its best not to talk to me.  Today I November 1st, I will make it a goal to not to talk to him until... hmmm what sounds good ( Read more... )

Oh my god, 2003 Alana would be going crazy about my life right now.
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Last night I went to the Gojira concert with Steph and Katie ( Read more... )

I am watching AWKWARD right now and it brought me to blog into my person livejournal <3 ( Read more... )

i banged nathan after we left wings n things...
in the h3...
yup...
that just happened...

ive thought about writing in here when i was happy... but i tell my friends that im happy.

today i am crying.
i passed nathan on 70 and i almostcried in front of rob.

i did try to call him but he ignored my call.

i am crying and im not happy.

i need to get out of this shitty hell hole...

i hate this.

so, i started talking to Rob Grant on Feb 18. I was going it as a revenge thing but turns out i really like him. we became "official" March 5th. i cant express how freaking happy i am, how happy he makes me and oh man he is perfect ❤. I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND AND IM SO FREAKING HAPPY!!!

I dont love nathan at all. i said it one day outloud and i was ( Read more... )