jay's lifelong bestfriend died about a week ago, george soto ( Read more... )

the fourth of july was exactly as I would ever want it to be. I had a bbq/pool party in my backyard with just a few close friends and my sisters, and we all had a really good time. it was the first time I drank with both of my sisters and it was a good bonding experience for us, cause we were all able to let loose, really enjoy each other's company ( Read more... )

i don't like 97 degrees weather. i can't wait for my pool to be open ( Read more... )

i'm amazed at how fake some people truly are. why is fitting in so important and what happened to individuality? thank god for my saving graces. as crazy and as mad as they are, knowing them keeps me sane.

i want to write a story and i want it to be innovative, edgy, sophisticated, romantic but not cheesy, and i want it to be the kind of story that you can't put down, that keeps you up all night and on the edge of your seat. i have a lot of different ideas for what it could be about, but none of them have really hit me and knocked me back and made me ( Read more... )

my cat, named cage, is nowhere to be found. she ran away and left me with three of the cutest kittens in the world. but i hope she comes back, healthy and ok, because i love that cat.. she's the cat who made me like cats to begin with. before her, cats annoyed me and i didn't get the point of them. but i fell in love with cage. jay rescued her from ( Read more... )

the weather outside today was amazing. as i was getting ready for school, i realized that i could wear a tank top and my favorite capri's again and i wouldn't need to wear a sweatshirt over my clothes to keep myself warm. it was exactly what i've been waiting for.. the perfectly warm temperature, the light breeze, the sun blazing strong but still ( Read more... )

my english teacher said i'm one of the best writers she's ever had and i should never give it up because i have a lot of talent, and that motivated me to start writing a lot in my spare time again. and now i remember why i used to love to write, because paper is so much more accepting than people, and to see all my thoughts on paper make things ( Read more... )

i missed my brother's band's show today, and even though it doesn't upset him that i did, it upsets me. i want to be there for my little brother every chance i get because he has a mind like me, it's open and it's free and and he's smart. and so far, he's channled all of into something positive in his life, but because he's a lot like me, i get ( Read more... )

'something you forgot' by lil wayne. download it.