For the past four or five days, my hearts been in pain. My chest has felt like it's about to burst, or that it's empty, or that there's a twenty ton brick on it. So I went to the doctor and they gave me some tests (the EKG is the second most awkward medical thing I've had to do) and since the doctor wasn't in at night, they told me that I would " ( Read more... )

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I keep on re-discovering my old music and realizing how much more I like it than my old music:

Neil Young
The Moldy Peaches
Aerosmith
Rancid
Taking Back Sunday
Belle & Sebastian
Dashboard Confessional
Ben Folds
The Ataris
Weezer
Tom Waits
Straylight Run
Brand New
Jeff Cohen and the Rocksteady Explosion
Ozma
Saves the Day
Rufus Wainwright
The Spill Canvas
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I was going to write about how much I hate apathy but then the next paragraph was going to be about how I don't care about schoolwork anymore ( Read more... )

I found out what I was missing. Like why I wasn't feeling like myself here. It's because I didn't do anything. I was half-heartedly in ICES. In high school, I threw myself into everything. That's also how I met my crazy friends. Now I'm doing stuff, VIC, ICTV, kickboxing and possibly Vagina Monologues. I feel so much more like myself. As Ross would ( Read more... )

Last night was crazy. It was good and it was bad. The End ( Read more... )

Sign Language is terrifying. For the first forty-five minutes, she didn't say a word. She just signed to us. It was amazing how we could learn without words. We could figure out what she was saying. I love it. At the end, she started talking and I jumped because it was strange to hear voices after so much silence. Plus it was strange to hear the ( Read more... )

Okay. I had my first eight o'clock class today. Waking up was hell but two of the girls in my class live on my floor so I'm hoping we can work out a banging-on-the-door-to-wake-each-other-up system. I think I'll like Intro to Mass Media, not because it's interesting necessarily but because my teacher is just so awake and funny. She's also a lesbian ( Read more... )

Fall semester this year I will be a second semester sophomore. Weird! Go AP credits.

Never leave your roomate alone with the computer guy because he will try to rape her. Seriosuly.

Ross is drunk and its Monday.

So. I'm back at school. It felt weird at first but now it feels really good.

I switched my schedule all around and it's good.

Just generally good feelings.

Katie and I went to a cardiokickboxing class today and I feel so amazing. We're gonna go thrice a week.

( no homework. bored. )