where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman

[okah123]

congratulations nikki and ike for getting back together! i knew you guys would make it, didnt i always say you would? i guess ive got the foresight ability ;-)

well, i guess things have taken a turn for the worst in other

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[doinitwitrythem]

Yeah, I don't really like how Taylor is treating you. It's kind of pissing me off, it's like woman in general that he's being the most disrespectful towards, I think Natalie is the smartest one by just staying away right now..lol, I guess she'd know best how Tay can get and is almost as bad with PMS as woman lol. Something definitely isn't right and it hurts,he isn't exactly being the most friendly to me either but I can understand how he feels like I am taking over his teritory.Im not here to replace anybody,I know as well as anyone else that Taylor is irreplaceable and his shoe's unfillable, Natalie already made that clear but I'd rather not go back to that day again

[okah123]

i know...i think somethings not right. i dont get wy hes saying that stuff to me, its like hes trying to get me to crack. but hes the one who told me we couldnt! what was i supposed to do, wait around forever? *speaks nervously* but thats all done now, ive moved on to someone who appreciates me. *smiles warmly at the thought*

im glad its different now zac, i knew one day you'd get it. oyu're the one whos great. you know how to make me feel loved...instead of used. and thats impiortant to me, being that everyone else seems to just use me and my body when its convenient, then move on. thanks for being there zac, and im enjoying our...'time' together.♥

[doinitwitrythem]

I don't think he wants you to crack, it's just because I think seeing you with someone else makes it harder for him and is starting to make him crack, see, before it was easier because he was in rehab and didn't have to see you, and then for a while there was nothing to worry about because your heart was reserved for Taylor and made that obvious that your heart was going nowhere, he didn't even really have Ike to worry about, but now he feels like he's being double crossed you know? He's just..he's aching bad right now, he's now gotten rejected by like 3 girls.=0(. I just wish he wasn't so unhappy and I just wish there was an easier way to do this. You know?*rubs your arms up and down lovingly and drapes his coat over your shoulders* Well that's good, but it's not that he never appreciated you Avery.Oh well

[okah123]

i dunno zac, the way he's acting...i just can put my finger on it you know? but i just couldnt wait forever...i told him id be waiting, and i did, but lifes so short and if he wouldnt let me have him, i couldnt just take so many punches in the face. im only so strong.

*smiles* you were never a fool, you just wanted to to distance yourself from our...."crazyness", if you will, and theres nothing wrong with that. im just happy you finally got it. no i never notcied, i dont really like to look at myself in the mirror. i love you. *kisses your lips*

[_xonikkiox_]

well thanks for the congratulations it means alot <3 yeag you did and i gotta say thanks for the faith in us. <3 i know taylor isnt the same hes being just as bad to me as he is to you so dont worry. im really worried about him :o( you shouldnt let that bother you... dont go back to that hun.. you need to move on... you really do. i <3 you. and im really concerned for you. well as long as he treats you right.
<3
Nikki

[okah123]

no prob nikki, congrats are only given out when theyre deserved. thanks for being concerned for me, i appreciate it.
♥avery laurel

[ike__hanson]

Thanks for the stuff you said about Nikki and I. We appreciate it hun. I'm glad we're getting things worked out now and everything.

I dont think anyone knows what is up with Tay, especially not him. I think he probably does miss you but just gets scared to go back there cuz he doesnt want to hurt you. It's hard to turn off feelings for you Ave. I know what it's like it's not something that's easy to do hun. He loves you, he just wants whats best for you hun. We all do

I still am really uneasy about this whole Zac thing happening. I'm glad to see you so happy but I'm still worried hun. I guess I cant complain much since all along I've been saying that all I want is for you to be happy and now you really do seem to be. I miss hanging out though hun. umm... when you said.. he respects you unlike SOME people... I um.. hope you werent.. refering to me in the category of some people.. If you are.. I'm really sorry hun.. I wouldnt want to treat you poorly ever. Take care Avery.. stop by sometime..huh? please? I miss seeing you.

[okah123]

no problem.

yeah he's just being a total dick. hes the one who told ME to turn off feelings for HIM, and when i do, or tell him i do, he gets upset? wtf is that. i cant wait my entire fucking life for him to be ready. not everythings about him, contrary to popular belief.

dont be uneasy, im happy....its not like we're fucking or something. we wouldnt, thats not what either of us want. thats not who i meant it for ike, i mean you've got quite a temper, but you're sweet in general. i meant it for taylor, and he knows it, not like he cares. i will stop by. i havent seen u in a while.

[ike__hanson]

I know Ave.. just forget about him for a while maybe.. he doesnt have his shit together.. I'm not too sure if he ever will but dont get too wrapped up in it. You dont deserve to have to worry about him and his stupid bullshit. He's being an ass. And you're right, it isnt all about him, so take care of yourself hun.

I know Ave.. and I want you to be happy.. Just.. I dont want shit to hit the fan or for you to get hurt. If anything ever happens and you need someone there to help you out or anything come to me ok? I'm always here hun. I'm not talking just with him but anytime that you need someone.. I'm there. I'm really glad that wasnt meant for me hun.. I would never want to come off that way. Just dont think about Tay, he doesnt deserve for you to waste another second thinking of him. I'll be looking foward to you coming by hun. *smiles* I missed it. Besides.. I like getting time to spend with you seeing your tummy growing with the baby. You look adorable with it hun. Cant wait for you to come over.

[okah123]

*sighs* yeah, ill try. i just worry about him is all, ultimately, hes my brother.

i dont think anything bad will happy. kates bitchin out but she'll get over it. ill be sure to call on you ike. after everything we've been through i can still rely on you. haha yeah my tummy's pretty big, i give me a few more weeks, then POP.