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Wondering, wondering, wondering...
As i sit here, watching Juliet i wonder about Taylor, yeah, Taylor, he is so hard n himself, he can't seem to see the wonderful man he is and that makes insane. All he does is say bad things, act like he is a monster, when he is not. He knows that, he is the sweetest guy but had been so hurt, I feel sorry for him, for us, the wrong place in the ( Read more... ) -
we are the very hurt you sold...
it sucks...seeing the peices...remnants, of a man, lie before you. watching the warmth and laughter of a happy 14 year old boy who was on top of the world, shatter, into the millions of fractures that make up a sad...lost man. he's like the colors of the rainbow that forgot to blend...the fractures of a rainbow. my golden boy's turned grey ( Read more... ) -
Just stay with me, lay with me...
Sorry guys. I've been in a bit of a depression lately, both figuratively and literally I guess. I mean I can't say I wasn't...expecting him to come back, but he did, as ya'll know from reading Zac's entry. It fucking sucked, as usual. He talked to me when he was doing it...trying to drive me fucking insane. "So Avery, what are you thinking? Who are ( Read more... ) -
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*says emotionlessly* i wish he never left me alone today. i wish this was all just a dream...this is not for the weak of heart. don't read on if you cant ( Read more... ) -
shhhh
i havent said anything but i should. the last few nights ive been sleeping at taylor's and ive been having some strange...dreams. im in my room, sleeping, and then i see a dark figure lurking in the hallways. its the figure of a big, strong man. he stops in my doorway, takes a few steps into my room and stands there. i dont move, i dont speak, i ( Read more... ) -
well i've been holdin on tonight
sorry guys ive been a bit under the weather. juliet was born at 3:06 A.M. on Tuesday June 14th. it wasnt the most traditional birth i guess you could say, but it got the kid out and thats really all that matters. zaccyboy, you're quite the hero. *smiles proudly* thank god you're my brother, really. you saved me ( Read more... ) -
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OOC
sorry guys i just got surgery imma be out for about a week
xox
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i dont know why, i cant keep my eyes off of you...
zachary, dear zachary. the way i feel when im in your arms is something i cant describe. its a beauitiful feeling, you make me feel so comfortable with myself. though i cant help but feel like im making you nervous afterwards. when you stopped today, and said you couldnt do it...i thought i saw you then, the real you, what you wanted and didnt want ( Read more... ) -
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congratulations to zac and kate on the new baby. ya'll are gonna be ( Read more... ) -
where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman
congratulations nikki and ike for getting back together! i knew you guys would make it, didnt i always say you would? i guess ive got the foresight ability ;-)
well, i guess things have taken a turn for the worst in other ( Read more... )