Comments | okah123: well i've been holdin on tonight

okah123

well i've been holdin on tonight

Jun 29, 2005 21:45

sorry guys ive been a bit under the weather. juliet was born at 3:06 A.M. on Tuesday June 14th. it wasnt the most traditional birth i guess you could say, but it got the kid out and thats really all that matters. zaccyboy, you're quite the hero. *smiles proudly* thank god you're my brother, really. you saved me ( Read more... )

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doinitwitrythem June 30 2005, 02:22:32 UTC

Well first and foremost , Congrats sis, seriously Avery you did well. I always knew that you were a strong little girl and that image of you still remains to stand, even more so now that i've seen you and how the birth of your daughter came to be. Your amazing Avery and that's for certain.Juliet is precious, she's beautiful beyond all words, regardless. Don't look so much as the facts, look at what is...look at who SHE is as she is her own individual. She'll be wonderful i'm sure and hold her own place in this world. I'm just so glad I could be there for such an euphoric event. It was magic most definitely.Though I have to say you gave me quite the scare when you lost contiousness do to the fever, I was afraid I might have lost you both and that's what made me all the more determined ( ... )

okah123 June 30 2005, 02:33:14 UTC

thanks for the congrats hunny, i appreciate it. i guess i am strong, huh. i mean ive gone through everything ive gone through and here i am, im still alive, i came out on top. but all thanks to you zac, and to thoe who supported me and didnt give into me even when i said i needed it. dont worry about me im fine, the fever's gone, everything's well. juliet is fabulous, she really is a special child ( ... )

doinitwitrythem June 30 2005, 03:22:57 UTC

Of course your strong, aint no fucking doubt about that and I give praise to you lol your a tough little shit, seriously! You don't owe me nothing Avery, you were and are capable of all of it, like everyone else..all you needed was a good push and I was the one that happened to give you that push. I'm glad that the fever is gone and that you are well and everything worked out with the delivery of Juliet.You took her to the hospital right?Just to get a 2nd opinion, a professional opinion on whether or not she is completely healthy?Lol You know how I worry ( ... )

_xonikkiox_ June 30 2005, 05:24:02 UTC

awww.. that is so awesome. I'm glad you and Juliet are both doing really good. aww. That's Zac second devilery and both of them was successful. maybe he should be a baby doctor. anyhow.

well thats good to hear dear. Yeah well i think he was really trying to break you of this family thing... and he did. so im sorry it hurt you but just think of how just getting hurt like this other than hurting yourself over and over with the family thing. Yeah there is diffantly something different about Zac than the other 2. but their both still great people. no that wasnt right. but yeah. awww.. thats not cool that it looks more like taylor because that reminds you of it over and over but it'll be okay. hmmmm..jesus...that was harsh but i dont blame you. i <3 you ave and im glad you and juliet are both doing good. i'll send you something.
<3
Nikki

doinitwitrythem June 30 2005, 05:33:27 UTC

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no way, no docter for me.I already seen more punani then I wanted to. LMAO plus it really isn't that pretty, fuck..i'm lucky I can even get turned on by pussy after seeing that lol.

Thanx Nik, I knew you understood from the begining, it was the others that I was afraid wouldn't catch my drift.Close call. And yes, they are still great people.

_xonikkiox_ June 30 2005, 05:42:32 UTC

haha. you know you wanna be a doctor. haha. i know its ugly!! lol

yeah i did. but you already knew that. im the understanding one but yeah. they are wonderful people

okah123 June 30 2005, 13:59:16 UTC

aw well thanks nikki, im glad you are doing well too. naw he couldnt be a doctor, he's too good at being a drummer.

well it worked i guess, and you know what they say, "no pain no gain". its true. yeah about looking like taylor, i mean no doubt she's beautiful like tay but something about it distances me from her....but it brings me closer than i can even say. it doesnt make sense, but i guess we'll just see with time. i hafto be harsh now nikki, im juliet's mother. if i dont enforece the rules who will? not like she's got a daddy.

♥ave

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tj_h June 30 2005, 05:57:05 UTC

Geez ave, thanks. I would NEVER stick my cock in FAMILY again. i though at least u would understand that i didn't mean anything that i did when i was sick. But i guess the pain just is too much right?

Look after her, i know u will. She sounds like the most amazing thing ever. Just tell her when she's older that daddy loves her no matter wat

doinitwitrythem June 30 2005, 08:56:43 UTC

She is, trust me. And I know better then that Taylor, so do you and I am sure so does she. It's just she's better now and so she's back to being the protective parent. =0). She looks just like you though, she's a beauty.Im proud of you for checking in on her.

okah123 June 30 2005, 13:55:57 UTC

hey taylor, what do i know right? im just trying to do right by my child. oh so now it didnt mean anything...*tears up a little and tries to rub them away* well fine! it didnt mean anything to me either!

she'll never know her daddy, let alone the meaning of the word. she doesnt need to know he loves her.

tj_h June 30 2005, 14:22:16 UTC

No way avery, u can't keep her from me. I have rights to. Of course it meant something. But i was doing the wrong thing by you. MY best memories with u is sitting around laughing at ike and zac pretending they looked bad and them looking aorund trying to figure out wat we were laughing out. Those are my fondest memories, ur my little sister and i love you more than any lover could be loved.

Don't take her away from me, please ave, how is that fair on both her and me? she needs a father and i need my daughter. Please don't do this to me. Don't do that to her, she's to precious to never have the love of her father.

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zacsdreamgirlkt June 30 2005, 06:11:04 UTC

Aww Avery she sounds so precious. I can't wait to see her. I'm so excited for you now!Your gonna be a great mom I can already tell. Can I be the first to babysit? *smiles and pouts*

Kate

okah123 June 30 2005, 13:53:35 UTC

she is precious kate, she's a beauty. i'm excited for me too! hopefully i wont screw it up this time. it's funny though, that she doesnt look anything like keensley besides the blonde hair. you can definately babysit :).

♥avery