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[okah123]

*says emotionlessly* i wish he never left me alone today. i wish this was all just a dream...this is not for the weak of heart. don't read on if you cant

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[_xonikkiox_]

omg Avery.... jesus... that is not good. you all need to call the cops really.. your dad needs to be locked up before he does something bad. i mean hes raping you and hes going to end up doing something REALLY bad.. dude.. really. im really worried for you all. this isn't cool. Jesus... you all need to get out of that house really.. now. soon. out and dont come back. this shit isnt good. its not your fault avery. dude really. shit.. dude.. no. you need to call the cops avery you do.. that man is not your dad. after everything he's done you,tay and ike.. hes not your dad. he needs to be locked up where he can't hurt you all anymore. :o( dude.. i'd help if i could but i really dont think i can. but do something about this dont let it slide again. CALL THE COPS. but i love you hun. <3 and i hope your okay.. of course your not okay what am i talknig about you've just been through something terrible if you need someone to talk to you know im here for you. but im going to go...god. im so worried now.
<3
Nikki

[okah123]

its okay nikki, im used to it by now. *laughs bitterly*

im not calling the cops on anyone. if he wants more he can come and get it, ill fucking be ready next time.

[tj_h]

I'm sorry ave, i'm just so fucking sorry. *tears up*

[okah123]

why baby? you didnt do anything but try and protect me.

[doinitwitrythem]

Avery I am so sorry, gosh damn this, it wasn't suppose to happen this way Avery, it wasn't supposed to have the chance to happen Avery I should have fucking came and picked you and the baby up, I should have fucking picked tay up RIGHT after his appointment. What about the baby? Is the baby okay Avery? What happened with the baby the whole time this happened? Oh my gosh it must have been horrible for her to see, it must have been so horrible for you to feel and to experience, for him to see and oh my gosh, I am so so so so sorry Avery. fuck what's happened? This can't happen, never a fucking gain.

Avery, be strong, I am so sorry, that sick mother fucking fucker was never wanted he don't belong here he needs to fucking die. Avery I am sorry. Please dont do this to yourself avery, please don't do this to each other, it can't be like this, it's done and it's over with, you and taylor "together" like that was a fluke,Avery please...please don't go back to that place.

[okah123]

don't be sorry zac, it wasnt your fault. most of all don't blame yourself, thats reidiculous. you shouldnt have to be thinking about the safety and well-being of tay, juliet, and i. thats our job. juliets fine zac, he didnt even want to see her. he didnt want to hurt anybody but me.

zaccy...i know he needs to die. but you know what? when taylor was holding me...i just felt so safe....so warm. i never feel like that, not even with you. he really is my golden boy zac, and theres nothing i can do about it. you think i havent tried?! ive fucking tried! i cant keep it locked away forever...i love him so fucking much i just wanna feel him inside me...*eyes roll back in her head a little*

[tj_h]

the only way your gonna feel me inside you, is either in ur head or ur heart cuz i can't go back there.....we can't do that. I love you yes, but ur my sister and i REFUSE to be like him.

[okah123]

*eyes tear up and she tries to hide them* f-fine! see if i care...