I hate survey courses. What the hell am I going to do with a survey of Paradise Lost? Exposure to the stuff, ok, but it's a joke. Higher Learning is a joke on the undergrad level. I don't feel motivated at all to try, because i barely get anything out of it. I'm pretty sure i will get no lower than C's in these classes, and thank god. Because ( Read more... )

I have alot of school work to do and a bla bla bla, but at least it will feel real good once its all done. The band is getting tighter every practice. Finished up another song, and the crappy one mic demo is good. If a song can be enjoyable in such crappy recording conditions something must be right ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell happened to me last nite. I have never been so puzzled by my own behavior. I went to some party, i'm sure i was super creepy to people. I remember bugging the shit out of some girl by informing her she was the best dancer at the party. While dancing i was banging my butt against some other girl and calling it "butt ( Read more... )

pop stuff is slowly moving along. Recorded skeletion outlines last night with the guitar. Rumors of rain today, bt no signs of it yet. I'm really counting on it. I need to come up with an idea for the version fest magical forest thing. I really want to do a tape loop performance of some sort.

so around 5pm yeserday i started to feel like my old self. For the last week i've felt i was sappy, a sad lazy drunk, and had a very low self esteem . I was a slob, until i remembered i was a member of my family. I was reminded that because i hold the title of my last name i have naturally inclined to be... a smart-ass, one who doesn't act like ( Read more... )

i'm feeling great today. I stayed up late walking in the thunder storm and doodling on some music stuff. I'm pretty excited with some of the stuff i'm working on, very poppy and of course the production will be extremely busy. More sounds per minute. its a nice day out too if you live in a cave.

i hate people. i hate seeing people. i hate thinking about people. i hate it when people get into my dreams. i hate getting drunk infront of people. i hate people when i'm alone in my room. I hate making eye contact with people. I hate hearing bad stories about people. I hate people when they are hypocrites. I hate people when they do nothing ( Read more... )

fat guys who own exotic instrument stores are undersexed douche bags.

last night i had a dream that world war three happen. I was in a highschool gym where the american government had their HQ. I remember some sort of freak out and they pushed "the big red button" and then on tv screens i watched all this technical data of missles heading towards countries. I recall that the bombs didn't take too long and i ( Read more... )

i need to go on more adventures instead of going out. I should be exploring old buildings and bike riding all night. Or fishing, i need to force myself to like fish so i can fish in the lake and cook it up. Had practice last night and then hit the bar. It was alot of people that i don't talk to or hangout much with. i enjoy putting myself in ( Read more... )