again....

i hate booze.

so last night we played at an open mic jam at bishop pub and we got offered a chance to put on a show there sometime.. we have to go back sunday and figure it out.

there are two new songs by me, and the recording club up on the site::

What it takes
Pick Me Up

check it.

yo.

i also hate cigarettes

fuck.

i can't wait for spring.. i'm going to do some rituals this evening after work to bring an early spring.. i think i may have to sacrifice a lamb, or possibly a chicken.. must do some research ( Read more... )

well FU2

i can't take it.. it's beautiful out there.. but it's not supposed to be.. our globe has been warmed ( Read more... )

i feel really wierd these days... i watched a movie last night that really hit me hard with its coolness, and made me feel very ... lonely. i hope for magical things.. i'm ready to face supernatural forces.. i can handle it ( Read more... )

similar socks
i miss you hairdo

someday we'll make a record

i am a cook.

i am a rock.

i am an island.

would you please take some notes for me?

i don't need to be here for this.

is there anything more painful?

death is sexy. death is better than this. evil doesn't scare me like it used to.

death doesn't scare me at all.

have a hella-stella-chirstmas, yous...

wheeee!!

so i caved.. i'll be home for christmas!!! stress of travelling be damned ( Read more... )

this sucks.. i'm up so early again..i fell asleep so early last night.. i feel like a turd.. i wish i'd get my results.. i don't feel like doing anything. but i need some company.. i need something to do.. i want to clean and blast music loud or something but pavel is asleep.. the internet is dumb.. i don't know what to do.. i hate music. i hate ( Read more... )

i'm totally crapped up.. ijust gave three largish vials of blood and i feel empty.. like a semi inflated baloon.. the ones you get at the fair that are all helium filled and then three days later are sort of neutrally buoyant and wrinkly.. and when you touch them, it wrinkles at the tip of your finger.. you konw what i mean?? a blue one ( Read more... )