i've been seriously considering finally making the move and deleting my livejournal. it gives way to my own tendency of burying myself in the lives and thoughts of other people. which just leads to me realizing that most people choose to only focus on getting drunk and falling in love ("until they get out of high school."). i understand that most people belive that this is all that they have. but there's no reason for me to immerse myself in it.
BUT! everytime i convince myself that i'm done with all of this, i remember you. and how your entries always give me some sort of hope for the future. we are not all hollow! because YOU are not hollow!
i care about you, and i'm excited for you! i'm excited about how you're going to change lives, and how your life is going to change.
and, so, i will keep this journal. because. i pretty much need you in my life.
I keep my journal because I know later on I'll be glad that I have done so. I'll be glad to read back on my life and remember things that will easily slip from my memory. And I'll be glad to see the growth I've experienced.
There are a lot of great people out there who have a focus other than drinking and falling in love all of the time. Sometimes it seems hard to find them. But I've found them.
And the two of us met! Somehow over the internet we did. And I am so glad of it. I, too, am excited about your future and the things I am certain you will accomplish, And the people I am certain you will help, even when you're not actually trying to help.
I am glad you are keeping your journal. I always look forward to hearing about what is happening in your life. You are an amazing person. Maybe, someday, we will meet in real life?
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it gives way to my own tendency of burying myself in the lives and thoughts of other people.
which just leads to me realizing that most people choose to only focus on getting drunk and falling in love ("until they get out of high school.").
i understand that most people belive that this is all that they have.
but there's no reason for me to immerse myself in it.
BUT! everytime i convince myself that i'm done with all of this,
i remember you. and how your entries always give me some sort of hope for the future.
we are not all hollow!
because YOU are not hollow!
i care about you, and i'm excited for you!
i'm excited about how you're going to change lives, and how your life is going to change.
and, so, i will keep this journal.
because. i pretty much need you in my life.
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I'll be glad to read back on my life and remember things that will easily slip from my memory.
And I'll be glad to see the growth I've experienced.
There are a lot of great people out there who have a focus other than drinking and falling in love all of the time. Sometimes it seems hard to find them. But I've found them.
And the two of us met!
Somehow over the internet we did.
And I am so glad of it.
I, too, am excited about your future and the things I am certain you will accomplish,
And the people I am certain you will help, even when you're not actually trying to help.
I am glad you are keeping your journal.
I always look forward to hearing about what is happening in your life.
You are an amazing person.
Maybe, someday, we will meet in real life?
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