dear march, you've been treating me pretty shitty. but in exactly one week, i'm forcing you to let me have some fun. sxsw here i come.

life is becoming routine, but i'm still living day by day i suppose. i feel like i need a surprise soon, of some sort. i'm embarrassed of the things i've been getting excited about lately ( Read more... )

it's pretty stupid how hard it is to put things into words sometimes. i am so lost.
i think i'll be lost forever.

what the fuck day is it? the house is so wonderful.

oh and... happy new year?

i've lost a lot of interests and my mood has been very simple. at this time in my life, i literally do NOT give a fuck.

and i can't say it feels bad.

Disappear from your hometown ( Read more... )

i need to get the fuck out. NOW

mmmm grace sims. my poor brother :( i wish i had my own bed to sleep in. i still wish i could make the time go by faster. it's december, and it's hot outside. i miss allison. i have no clean clothes. i don't know who to love. i haven't been hurt in a while, i've got this wall up in front of me and it's helping get through this. my mom's worry-bug ( Read more... )

i'm so lost. i can't wait for time to pass by. it's already been 15 days since i left, that's a good thing. but i know for sure that when the time comes it's going to slap me in the fucking face so hard.

but what the fuck else is new. ugh.