i found a cure for my pale skin and hunger for love. but now i can't get some shit off the brain and it is fucking KILLING me.

this is the most anxious i've been in a very, VERY long time ( Read more... )

i've learned so much.

i'm never, ever again leaving without you.

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i'm so tempted to go back and delete all of my old entries just so i don't seem like a complete complainer. but when i think about it, i know that coming here was not entirely the best decision. not the move itself, but the move into where i am in my life. i listened to somebody else tell me what i needed, and even though i've only been here for ( Read more... )

hav you ever gone back and read posts from years ago? it's so weird. i'm so different!
my horoscope is right again, the weather is so so chilly, but i'm still a very unhappy person. i don't know what needs to change but something definitely does.

i really really don't feel like myself.

i keep falling in love with people that give me the slightest amount of attention. i've never been like this before. it's not like i look differently, or that i even show that i've fallen in love. i can just feel it ( Read more... )

i don't feel like myself.

my horoscope has been so off lately. that's disappointing.
my accounting class sucks balls, but the economy has really been freaking me out lately since i now know what it's all about.
i'm going to go do yoga. hopefully it'll help get this sick feeling i have inside of me, OUT of me.
everybody tell diana she needs to move here RIGHT NOW