So here i am, still trying to fill out my fucking fafsa forms and i cant because today is the last day to accept them and my fucking family will not give up information regarding the damn assests so here i am fucked yet once again. Im trying to put my life back together and it aint fucking working let me tell you that right now ( Read more... )

Im am officially burnt out, stamped sealed and locked, burned out of my fucking skull. I feel like a commerical for levis. My mind is slowly but surely leaking out of my skull and i think i need a break. Oh well, im getting good grades so i dont care. Today is happy monday, tomorrow is suicide tuesday, one can not live off x and coffee alone, nor ( Read more... )

Oh so tired head kills so much, its like needles ripping through my eyebals and dogs tearing dueodenal ulcers into pancreatic tissue my ribs threaten to explode outwards like a windswept umbrella. have theroy, E6 in morning cures hangovers/dopesick/suicide tuesdays, might be wrong, want to kill the world make it a little less bright, wearing ( Read more... )

psychotic break subsiding,must find will to write paper on cloning

Ever wonder why you dont see why your wrong to begin with, for instance i had in my mind this picture of a flower, it was green and pink and shot up out of fecund soil, but then as i began to examine it...The stems were green but more like moss covered bones, and i keept trying to hold this picture of a flower in my head, visualize every detail. ( Read more... )

Someone is waiting to swallow all the halos out of you
As your face blows through my windows
Sending pieces flying all around my room

And I love you and I want to
Shoot all the super heroes from your skies

I feel a bit better today, i think im just out of therapy too long but then can you blame me they want to ect my ass and put me into all sorts of groups, lousy fucking indian shrink, "we only want to keep you safe tom", silly man i cant be kept safe, im too fucking crazy for that noise. Whats he think its going to do? Make me sober? Make me less ( Read more... )

I feel unusual today, or everyday. Im not exactly sure, thats the rub, im not very sure of anything at all, infact if i didnt know better id say i was going schizophrenic. I act in a way that i did not perscribe for myself, i feel like im on auto pilot, wake up, work/school, break/down, sleep. I am no longer an active player in my own life, im ( Read more... )

I like living in magritte paintings aside from the fact that the apple is always infront of my face ( Read more... )

With just a touch of my burning hand ( Read more... )