I miss you so much. So very much I dream all the time we are back at some school dance and I'm by myself with no one to go with. So there i am in the corner and sad and you walk uo to me, and you how much longer T how much longer dies it have to be this way. And we both cry and I say I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything and its just like in Gilda we ( Read more... )

My arm is rotting again. It's all falling apart without you. The times when I miss you most are when I'm scared in the hospital, or now aloe in the dark. I womder how you can be near him, hodl him love him. When those are the arms and lips that loved me. Mine assuredly love no other but you. But what does it matter, here. Am in the land of the ( Read more... )

Today is a banner day.t your bday and I'm not there for the first time since we are fourteen. I wanted to kill myself today but decided to life when realized my mom was watching me. I miss you.

Today is your birthday Craig, you'd be 26 with us right now, amd I wish you were I real realy do. It's not fair, that you must be beneath the earth When people who don't deserve to walk above do. I miss you brother, till the day I am taken I shall keep your memory alive. I'll live"for thot of us and party for two and sing and shout and dance for ( Read more... )

Home again, for how long I dont know
No more ect or lithium
I feel again for how long I don't know
I wish I knew anything for sure
Im sorry bunny, I miss you
Bye

Dear god ( Read more... )

You know that place? The place were you still remember dreaming?
That's where I'll always love you, that's where I'll be waiting for you.

Dearlivejournal you wil be my secret suicide note, my last will and testament, a stele of my life when all else is gone. Granted I maybe a pussy now that I'm not on heroin but I dontcare, for some reason now I'm scared to slit my wrists nos that im not high or sick. Oh well let's face it Tom old boy, Lauren is gone forever and there is nothing you ( Read more... )

Fucking Done, with my english class, this is my proposal paper ( Read more... )

GOD SAVE ME ( Read more... )