I miss you even more today, nothing but night terrors about you, I wish you were heremyournvoice something,

I miss you bunny

I'm thinking about you today. Big change from regular huh, nope but I'm sure you know that. Today is a big snowy blizzard like those ones before and I would go out and cop in the winter snow uoto my knees making clandestine devious deals outside of half lit fast food joints people wondering who's out in the snow except for the plowman and few drug ( Read more... )

A night a day
A cold morning
A time to pay
Another night, more minutes, more hours.
Sleep aids no one
Another day

If I called, would you talk to me this time? Wild you not just cancel the call ( Read more... )

That it'll get better that Ill feel better that'll I move on it won't matter ( Read more... )

Blah I feel like trash I hate myself for not being able to be strong and go on without bun forever in my life. I'm just a walking ball of hate.
How am I supposed to go on living when it never feels any less painful
Now I hide in my dreams, it's thenone place where you still love me.
But I have to wake up sometime. And I just don't wanna

Sick, lying in our bed dreaming the fever dreams. Mercy is too far, misericode lacking. Face tomorrow, don't wanna. Stupid thrush. Stupid infections, irony was told am rotten person, literal truth I am a rotting person.

It's here. The last eve before the end of the world. Well best beloved I never thought it be like this, I thought you and I would be together forever especially when forever happens tonight. But no, your someone new, with a new man, with a new life, with a new plan. I didn't fit anywhere in your new life. I'm not resentful just sad ( Read more... )

My god Lauren I don't think I'll make it another year like this I miss and love you so much still and meanwhile you have moved on new man and don't care about me anymore. Here I am, lost in the dark where none may find me. No friends no family no loved ones. Alone, well the end of the world is nigh and we always used to talk about how we'd be ( Read more... )