maybe ill write in this again.
but for now...
im back in school. and thats all that really matters in my life.

-ashley-

So what this all comes down to is expectations. Of love. Of friends. Of work. Of myself. Of life really. And thus far what I've learned is keep them low...or nonexistent because really...I'm too young to be disappointed ( Read more... )

The tempo of my pulse quickens
At
The
Sight
Of the flawless person
Who
Loves
The flaws
In
me
My imperfections are
Perfect.
Only to you.

I just needed to put that down. I love it. Thank You.

What would romeo and juliet have been like had they lied to one another.
The tragedy would have been that they lied to themselves.

Funny how I can't sleep anymore.
Read the dark circles, it's all there.

I want everything and nothing all at once.

History is what we have baby...
But I'm more excited to share forever.

I love how the content face has a goatee. rawk.
yeah i spell it that way. fucking deal.

My family was never good with sharing  feelings. Our doormat read "Welcome Home. Check all emotions at the door. They will be returned to you upon exiting." yeah...it was a big doormat. I'm honestly tired. Tired of this bottled up feeling. Feelings. They originate in the pit of my stomach. The immense pressure of it all sends painful thoughts ( Read more... )

About three weeks ago I took a small trip to the east coast. New York City to be exact.
AMAZING. Everyone needs to go. Went and saw The Color Purple with my mom, grandma, cousin, and aunt. It was crazy good. I'm pretty emotional i would say but i dont usual cry in movies or anything. I was literally crying a waterfall. Susie style if you will. :) It ( Read more... )

Just like having kids, there really isn't a book to follow on how to do this. At least for the first time ( Read more... )

Tonight I had Christmas with my dad and his boyfriend. Yes, your eyes have not failed you. My dad's boyfriend Sam. Two 40 something gays, a carton of eggnog and some Gwen Stefani made for another interesting chapter in the novel that is my life. We had a wonderful talk about religion, intelligent design, and life on other planets. Which you know is ( Read more... )