I have a toe infection. Shit sux. Shit hurts..... It's killing my mood. I have math today. Just wanna go in and get it over with then rest. Gotta go to drill this weekend. Prolly gonna miss Saturday and Sunday. They probably wouldn't let me be excused anyway. After that weekend I won't mess up again. Ill just transfer. Vegas this weekend....it's be ( Read more... )

Sometimes you wonder if when opportunity comes how you should act upon it. With each chance your own actions will display who your character truly is.

I myself keep waiting for the right woman to be inspired when she sees me. I feel like if and when I do this i will be more compelled to go up and over the regular expectation. Funny way to view life ( Read more... )

The sky is falling, yes the sky is falling but I won't let it kill me now. I will keep steady to my goals and pursue everything as if I have never been scratched or scared. I will be the man that I need to be...the man I was taught to be. For you grandpa I will carry the torch.....you have always been a major inspiration to me in my life. I will be ( Read more... )

Life is about tension and release........the higher the tension the equal or greater the release must be. Seems like my life is personally tough and not one that I'd like to be in the middle of. I will use this to push me far because its about time I earned all I deserve....in time this will have all bee for the largest of prizes....I can not wait ( Read more... )

I guess I don't know how to make friends with people or connect anymore. That's fuckin weird. Last time I checked life was all about that....... Gimme a fuckin break. These people are going to be sorry once they see all my success. But then again I guess it takes all this to push me to reach it and supposedly earn the undying love. What a stupid ( Read more... )

Yes a lot disturbs me but I use that to my advantage. I use it all to become more than what has been expected or even thought of given to me. I will push and continue to rise. For me there's no other way to live and I will continue to be and want more. It's all I dream of and think of. It's all that I talk about when I have conversations. It's my ( Read more... )

I can feel the fire burning from within
I can feel the power that's harnessed
I will use it and constrict it to my plans.
I will move forward and become stronger than what was known of me before.
I am ever evolving and this energy will take me to the limits.
I will be the respected figure
I will take what's mine
I will no longer wait
I will become the man ( Read more... )

You don't see me now
You aren't inspired by me
You will regret not takin a chance
You won't catch my golden heart
You will be subjected to waiting
I will make it high
I will be someone that people want to know
I will be who I dreamed of being
I will have a beautiful girl in my arms
I will keep pursuing the dream
I will become the figure they seek
I will ( Read more... )

I work so hard for you to yet again over look me. I feel like a list soul but that's ok. In time my path will be the one that masses fall in behind. What a struggle....what a life. I never knew that I'd suffer this way....go through all this but in it all I'm appreciative and I do hope this pushes me to all that I seek. I want to be a top of it all ( Read more... )

Even though there is a gap and this is harsh....I will smile and move forward. All that I love is on its way and all that expect is almost there. Ill be ok and that wonderful day. Will come to me. Everything will be that much sweeter with every step I make.... I will be ok.

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