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Just to embrace
All I want to do is have someone to hold. Someone to hug and say I love u. Someone that wants the same and that will hold me tight....look me in the eye and say it back to me. Maybe I have people that will want me and will do it but these people haven't made me feel comfortable. Or just aren't my type. This world is a weird cruel place. Hopefully I ( Read more... ) -
I will always fight
Even if I am the only one walking in the brightest directions....I will walk. I will travel. My story will carry weight.....others will speak of each step. And in the distance they will point to the great distance that was made. Let this journey continue to grow.... I will whether any storm, even in demise. March to victory, fight harder, fight ( Read more... ) -
I am monster
I am a monster
I accept that I have many cracks in my shaping
I work daily to become a solid
Hours and days pass but I remain the same
I wish for it to be different
The gaps will always be
I am alone
I am edgy and wild
I wish to be completed
My heart is hollow
I wish that I had things all together
This seems like it will never be
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The tempo of love
I dreamt of you all night
I chased you with each thought
Every time I visioned you it was worth the effort
I grew tired
I kept running
I seen the distance but I never quit
I kept feeling your pull
Every time your warmth was there it drew me in
You're exactly what I wanted
It was new life for me
A fresh breath
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Oh no
Over supplanted today. Why the fuck did I do that!?!? I feel like total shit. I need to go home and relax. This shit does not feel good. I hope that I'm slowly but surely losing weight. I need these results damnit!
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How I feel
Love was lost so long ago but I dream of how my new love would be. I don't know how to fix me to fit in....... I just want something like i had. Someone who I get along with and can have fun with. Someone who doesn't bug me but excites me to be with...... My heart had a home, I used to feel safe. Now I'm just feeling empty and alone.... I wish I ( Read more... ) -
these last days
well here we are. set to leave and defend this country in my own way. its been a long time coming but im happy to finally get the chance to leave and make my mark on my career. im ready for the next steps and ready to go forward. its time to achieve and be the living example. although i do not know it all i will go cautiously and learn all that i ( Read more... ) -
why wait
you can sit around all day waiting for the future but why wait when u can BE the future.
Designing Art
Making Music
providing new business chances-
farmers markets
creating events
creating fashion-seasonal fashion shows
With my idea for creating and building a shopping center i will give others a chance to make their dreams come true as I make my own. ( Read more... ) -
rearrange the game
when i return to the US i will change alot of my habbits.
earlier wake up time
early PT,High cardio
dietary supplements,workout nutrition
save money
steady growth patterns
fashion update every check
photo shoots regularly
fix up car jdm clean style
tattoos
a new day is coming.
now more old me
i will be born again.....a new era
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first with an idea
i now have optional career paths laid out for myself. i have
business ideas and plans that are slowly shaping up and all i need to do is find out the requirements needed to take when looking to make these moves happen. i need to make my moves to gain this knowledge and when i build up the required needs i will also come ready with cushion just in ( Read more... )