sucks. i need a job. cant do anything...:(

oh my, i had the craziest dream last night. I had a dream that i was stranded in alabama with some crazy redneck drug addicts...and two of us had this plan to escape, me and this really ugly crackhead girl...but when we escaped the others chased us in a car and started shooting at us, but luckily....there just happenend to be a machine gun in the ( Read more... )

Today is just one of those days. I'm feelin all fucked up for some reason. Maybe its from my nicotine withdrawl. ha..Its finally friday tho, hooooooray.

I dont know why this feeling hit me all of a sudden. Just over all feeling bad about myself. I dont have too much going for me right now..I have a lame ass job..im not in school..going no where.

Well

Last night was pretty fun, went to miller outdoor theater for theater under the stars. Saw Big River which is a theatrical adaptation of huckleberry fin or some shit...I didnt really pay attention much to the play..most of the time was spent making fun of other people and various other things not involving paying attention. Buuuuut, it was still ( Read more... )

I DONT FEEL GOOD..EVER!

its 330 am, and i cant sleep. I've got my 5 minute clay facial mask on...preparing for bed as you put it...Listening to the theme song from kids in the hall...Ohhhh shit, and i watched a video of Danzig getting knocked the fuck out www.azpunk.com That has got to be the best fight video i've ever seen. For one, i always thought danzig was bad ass in ( Read more... )

self fullfilling prophecies ( Read more... )

I feel really crappy right now. I start to think that im being ignored by everyone. I dont even want to finish writing the rest of what im thinking because i write like a 4 year old child. nobody but you reads my lj anyway so i might as well just tell you the next time we talk. I should just make the tittle of my lj, my innermost thoughts that i ( Read more... )