sometimes, horrible things happen for a reason, and life is good and balanced once again.

my birthday last year.

i think a nursing 102 test and 8 hrs of work still beats that ;)

i heard someone tell someone else: 'well stop accepting crap and demand the best.' i think i accept crap. i think i don't know what to do even if i have the best in my hands.

i am definitely already feeling a bit better, healthwise, energywise, since the diet ( Read more... )

"And one other thing has made me think of things changing. Our Casey's been on the Today Show, CNN, NPR, and has had her words posted on the New York Times website. She's gone halfway around the world with a man whose work I read for a high school world history class and has visited with people from all walks of life, from prime ministers to people ( Read more... )

the more i think about it, the more i believe you have it fucking right ( Read more... )

this is friends-only from here out. let me know if you'd like to be added.

i have never felt in control.

"please don't be sorry. i never thought badly of you... ever... and i would not ever... that is probably the only truth i wholly believe in. this, and you are the most beautiful person in my life. please don't hate me for saying it. it's what i believe so if nothing else i have faith in remaining true to it."

i can't breathe.

i broke his shirt out last night and it doesn't smell like him anymore.

the last thing is gone.

it feels strange.

someone needs to send me a shirt so i can fall asleep again. :(

"The songs floated like lullabies, though the lyrics could disrupt sleep for weeks." - Joe D'Angelo, in:

http://www.vh1.com/news/articles/1479869/20031022/smith_elliott.jhtml?headlines=true

i was thinking about something a counselor had told me once and wondered what everyone else thought about it ( Read more... )