Trying to get to sleep this Sunday morning. I'm going to have to force myself to start writing, to find the voice that's slipped and stalled under the weight of the years of silence. A wonder if these fingers still have stories to tell, but I'm finding them, I can feel all this crashing back. Writing always comes when life rips apart at the soft ( Read more... )

Same issues. Some flat, useless, and some issues I can't break my way out of. I don't know. In desperation, it's where I've been brilliant before, it's where my art comes from, it's where the woman that i know that i am - it's where she is. I hate this life. I'm drugged through my days in my entirety. I am so sleep stoned and then to go into the ( Read more... )

finding any attractions i have are manifesting themselves in disappointing ways. namely, most of them are married. i guess it's at least good to get a little tingle once in a while.

1.What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

just thought i would ask, since i'm doing a bit of research before i start a new project ( Read more... )

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i would be interested to hear everyone's thoughts:

James Joyce wrote in Dubliners (via Mr. Duffy's character in "A Painful Case"): "Love between man and woman is impossible because there must not be sexual intercourse and friendship between man and woman is impossible because there must be sexual intercourse."

What do you think?

i submit a new list that is unlike my last several years' (the chronic whine of 'lose weight! run more!' and similar drivel ( Read more... )

so i was working today, at the end of my shift, really tired, when my favorite customer (a handsome little boy about six maybe or seven? came in with his momma, and on their way out he said, 'here i have something for you!' and beckoned me to come closer and then gave me a big kiss on the cheek ( Read more... )

cocktails and mathematics don't match very well.