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I've never hated myself so much.

I am in danger of (if not already) becoming the thing that I always dreaded. It looms before me like an abyss, and I, I am being sucked down like a bit of flotsam in a whirlpool.

I have just returned from a lovely weekend with a lovely young Charleston lady, and am feeling the best that I have in a long, long time.

I went to see her perform in a dance at Capitol High. She did an outstanding job (since I'm such an expert on dance). Hibaci's followed the Saturday performance... ah how I love Japanese food prepared right in ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't get a role (the only role I wanted at all I might add) I wanted for next year. Rat Challenge cadre. It's one of the few things that I genuinely believe in here. Anyhow, I can't complain. The three who were chosen are good guys. Whether or not I would have done a better job is irrelevant. They'll do just fine for next year's ( Read more... )

I hate feeling helpless. I hate it even more when I think its justified.

I really despise it when people's insecurities make them act like assholes. Though I'm laced with many character flaws, I pray that's not fucking one of them.

At least there's someone I know I don't have to worry about that with.

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It's amazing how a conversation with one person can make you feel so much better about life.

Well, I'm finally catching up on schoolwork. Seems like pretty smooth sailing right now. I still don't know if I'll hit my magic number for my GPA... but that's another matter in itself ( Read more... )