There is so much that I want to say to him. I want to yell at him, but I know that it wouldn't accomplish anything. It feels so weird being single after 5 years. I really thought he would be the one I married. Got close. I just don't understand ( Read more... )

I think I've made a huge mistake

So I drove down to Florida Tuesday night after work so that I could get my stuff out of my dad's condo. So I get down there with my dad and we go over to the condo and the association had changed the locks and taken everything out of the condo. I stay out of my dad's finances for the most part so I was very surprised that this had occurred. Not the ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure we're just two strangers living under one roof. I'm more attractive than I've been in a while, yet you never come near me...

Remember when livejournal used to be the shit. Remember when everything seemed so significant ( Read more... )

Nothing has turned out the way it's supposed to.

I miss you.

I miss all the 80's movies. I hate the 90's and 00's movies that remind me of them. Really I just miss simpler times. When music was my backbone and dictated my mood. I want adventure and fun instead of 9 to 5 although I do like that song about taking the morning train working from 9 till 5 then taking the train home again ( Read more... )

 I need somewhere to escape, something to do, and after checking my email and my facebook a million times I've decided to return to my trusty livejournal as I cant seem to express myself without fear on facebook. Sometimes closed networks are for the best.

My mind is going completely crazy at the moment and I wish I had something to slow it down. ( Read more... )

So I recently broke my leg and have been bored out of my skull. So bored that I created my own web/blog site. So you should check it out and give me feedback. It will give me something to do. I haven't figured out how to add a comments section but I'm working on it. So you can leave me a comment here or email me or facebook me or something. Hope ( Read more... )

I've found the man I want to marry, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, grow old together and live happily ever after with the occasional arguing, making up, kissing, and everything else that comes along with living with the one you love. When I realized it I wanted to jump up and say it right away, but then I realized, there's not ( Read more... )