I am not in the greatest of all moods, but I guess I shouldnt be complaining. I cant sleep right now, just wished someone was home so I could. I have alot on my chest that I just need to spill ( Read more... )

Okay so I haven’t updated in like a million years, and I don’t know where to start ( Read more... )

I find it hilarious that I barely remember updating last night let alone what I wrote, because I was soooo exhausted.

Hmmm...I really havent updated in a long time. I guess its because I dont really have anything to say. Or maybe I just have so much to say but I dont want any one to hear it ( Read more... )

AHHHHH!HH!!! crazy crazy crazy week ( Read more... )

I miss my mom today
I miss .... her ....

I am not sad... I just .. am .. I have alot on my mind tonight... But .. its a good thing, peaceful thoughts.

So..I wont be around for awhile ... a week or more... We will catch up on all the news next week!

CONGRATES TO SUSIE!!!!! You deserve it girl!!

.:Steph:.

It would have been our six month day. I cant stop thinking about him, about us. About how I miss him more then anything else in the world. How I hate how things are over. I am at Deb's watching the notebook, its really hard to watch right now ( Read more... )

Okay so here I am lying outside in my beautiful back yard typing away on my dad’s laptop. I must… I have a pretty damn good looking yard. I swear it is my dad’s pride and joy. Its more upset if he doesn’t spend time in the yard then he does if he misses one of my ball games ( Read more... )

So i havent updated all week...and this is going to be my "I miss Brandon more then anything else in the world entry" ..Its probably going to get really boring and repeative..but I just need to let this out somewhere. This break up really killed me...and I am really surprised it did..I havent been this hurt since last year..around the same time, ( Read more... )