lets see how i can apply it to the past two weeks of my life ( Read more... )

blugh. blugh. blugh ( Read more... )

i seriously dont understand. i am not sure if something is going on or if it is just in my head. i constantly feel uncomfortable around you and like i am annoying you. i do this sometimes so i know i might just be doing this in my head. i dont know why i am summerizing it doesnt matter i just know it wasnt like this in the begginning it was alot ( Read more... )

i just wanted to stop for a second and thank my daughter for loving me unconditionally and understanding me. And also say that she is strong and brilliant and so perfectly quiet it is generous. i respect you and love you and wish i was with you when you need me thank you for never letting us loose touch or letting me think you weren't there. you ( Read more... )

and she came home like she had many nights before. but she found her home burned when she arrived. a black field of ash on her beautiful lawn. and she morned her home because she loved it more than anything because it was where she felt peaceful and comfortable and what she was proud of. It was her life ( Read more... )

sxsw was worth my money ( Read more... )

Daily record of nothing at all.
whats worth writing in here isnt worth writing because its not listented to when said.

i know what i have to do its just a matter of doing it. two low nights in a row. you are doing good and i have to let you. i hate indifference ( Read more... )

then i will be the bad one, it will be all my fault im fine with that maybe i am crazy and it was all my fault anyway. i dont care anymore i am not going to torture you and punish you and make you feel guilty the rest of your life .

it's been a long december
and there's reason to believe
maybe this year will be
better than the last

I love these people and wish them a much better year than '04
mi hija, roshu, jorge