i wonder if she is sitting next to you.
i wonder if anyone asked why i didnt come or if they expected it like that now.

roshan's doing his annual top ten lists of good and bad of '04 so i figured since i never do it and him and lorina would just find a way to out do me anyway ( Read more... )

im dead.

sigh finals suck. i should be studying for jazz tomorrow. guess what little daughter has the cutest scarf now (thanks karen for helping me to my full mother potential) everyone loves it lorina i wore it today ( i was too proud) got lots of compliments the color just makes everyone happy i think. Today we all went and had a family portrait taken for ( Read more... )

his love for me feels like spilled water
running back to its vessel.

at this hour, what is dead is restless
and what is living is burning.

someone should tell him he should sleep now

A place where things
were said and done,
there you can remember
what you need to
remember. Melancholy is useful. Bring yours.

i had a beautiful weekend ( Read more... )

when you woke up this morning you were beautiful, and when you are laying alone you are still beautiful even if no one is there to see it is a fact. When you cry you are even more so. Please dont try to be anything it will only cloud up what you already are. Just know you are loved by him by me by roshan. you arent close, you are. know what you are ( Read more... )

i am in such a paranoid mood i dont even know why cause nothing big is coming up and i finished my test and can skip a months worth of psy301. i broke (like always) for dana today and bought two of the same pair of pants cause i obviously cant be trusted to do laudry ( Read more... )

i have been away from livejournal for so long. i just read everyone's stuff. Kaitlyn is home now and i am glad it makes me feel comfortable to have her around. jenny jenny and i are closer now and that makes me feel good too and we are all pretty sure that we want to live together next year so it means more late night christie snacking. i feel ( Read more... )

christie is singing christian songs while listening to her headphones at her computer and its funny cause all i can hear is ahheiiifnfnn jeeeeeesusss, and if it is not religious than she must be listening to toadies swisha house style. oh i just heard heaaven so i am pretty sure. hahahaha ( Read more... )