i feel so down and alone tonight. thats it just over and over. and dont want to talk to the girls about it i feel like a hassle i knowi cry all the time and i didnt used to be like this but if they understood how important it all was to me if they saw me they would know. its too too hard its just all too hard

apparently i can be ruined

i can be some damaged rag doll.

deftones= fucking sick one of the best shows of all time. san antonio shocked the shit out of me with their crowd ( Read more... )

I still wear the bracelets we bought in Italy
when I stretch them to fit my wrist
I think of you asleep
on the bus through tunnels
in Assisi and I watch you
waiting for the concrete to give way
to sunlight that falls on you
all at once

You and Italy are synonymous
for me now
the David, Gillato, drunk romantics, and cobblestone
and these

themostdeplete: the only one who hasnt grown up is him

i get tired of hearing about all of the change, but it is worst to actually experience it. yeah fuck me it doesnt matter i dont care.
i care about her.

i just spent my weekend with someone i love.
and there couldnt have been anymore proof of how much we care.
i love you
my debt to you is lifetime.

going to eat with daddio ( Read more... )

the worst way to wake up and start my day.
i feel so alone

ahhh i love my girls! i love my girls! i love austin birthdays! i love coming home to a decorated (and clean) dorm for my day! i love going out with everyone all dressed up! i love surprises with funny pictures and wrapping with inside jokes and people who are trying soo hard to be sneaky that its funny. i turned my phone off during dinner so that ( Read more... )

its a beautiful day in austin tejas.
and i feel good because:
i love my girls
i love my fig
i love talking about real shit with people who you barely know
i smell a birthday surprise around here.
i have so many sholders to help me along.