i had a dream last night that your cousin told me you were fine. its all ill get im sure. i won't really know, but ill make it whole. i'll pretend that this dream is prophetic. that your life now is free of headache. and i hope you smile everyday. :).
And it was there. "light of my day, dark of my night." i remember saying it. and meaning it. and knowing it was true. i hope you are happy somewhere. i've found a thousand others new. no one like you, like you'll find no one like me. maybe we'll even find better things. i just remember saying it, and meaning it, and knowing it was true.
i found a place for you. just like you are. with the best and worst all wrapped up. its warm and forgiving. it shouldnt be difficult or a struggle. pack up your heart and rubble. come get dirty next to me.
"darling...this is just my list, its filled with women, the ones who give in, can't hack it, or left. I am afraid to let you in, afraid to be anything more than then, just do everything possible to stay off of this list, and i'll do everything possible to deserve it."