i know its still early for a party but i have the bacardi already flowin. omg bacardi O is so fucking good, not o3 but "O". its this oragne rum, not in color but taste. it does not get mixed wit anything, its a perfect liquor. then i have a fifth of 151 and jager and 12 coronas 12 bacardi raz's and 12 bacardi o3's then if that isnt enough i shall ( Read more... )

wut wrong wit the world anymore? man this is addin up real fast and i'm takin names.

i have realized that postin in journals is not important to many ppl(inclding me) so i think im gonna update only on stuff i feel that is worthy of shaing. right now the only thing that is worth sharing is wut happened on sweetest day. it was probablly the most incredible night i've ever had, it couldnt of been possible witout Sami. i went to pick ( Read more... )

yay its the weekend, finally. i had the longest/most exhausting day of work in my life. i am sadened that sami will be movin soon, not outta reach just probably further away. it wouldnt matter how far she moved, cuz i'd stop my life to see her, she makes my day, everyday. jared called me tonight and we talked about shit, hes goin to brecksvilles ( Read more... )

this problem i have is so bad, i hate it. and it makes me hate myself, it makes me feel like a piece of a shit. it makes me feel like i have nothin left, it chokes my true reality out of focus, and makes self hatred take over. i see my world blur outta site and suicidal thoughts in to vision, its not the real me, its like another person made of ( Read more... )

ok im back and im gonna fill everyone in wit some censored out details but u'll get the complete picture. in no paticular order ( Read more... )

"It's not fair, it's not even close,
You fed me the sun, burned me up inside,
And watched me choke on everything we did,
On everything we lived,
Let's see if I can live again" Alkaline Trio - "I Lied My Face Off"

thank u Alkaline Trio, as always, right on the money with the lyrics(the song title could be different in this case)

i will never return, for everyone cannot be satisfyed wit me ( Read more... )

i have meant to write in this thing like 6 times but somthin always comes up, im either too tired, forget y i updatin, or just havent had time. well Sami, jessi, and Sami's mom made it through the storm safely. so me and her hung out on wednesday and when i got there she gave a very nice long embrace that meant alot to me, it truley cant be put ( Read more... )

this damn weather sux so much, i didnt get any fuckin sleep last night and now it looks like a repeat performance. i hope Sami, her mom, and jessi make it home safely, cuz the weather is bad in summit county right now. i camled down from yesterday about my phone, i realized that it has its moments when it chooses to piss me off, lol. now im pissed ( Read more... )