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Sigh
Its hard not to let something bother you when its your "family". The same mother fucker who helped create me hates me? I'm confused. How do you turn your back on your child? How could you not want to be apart of your child's life? I don't understand. As a child I wasn't deprived by any means from materialistic things but the only thing I longed for ( Read more... ) -
Random Update
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. These entries cracked me the fuck up. I don't even talk to half the people I was obsessed with (yes obsessed) its amazing how much Ive grown up since high school. lmao. My ex Anthony and I continue to be friends as well as Dustin and Christina. Um..oh that guy Joe that I was again OBSESSED with for YEARS well him and I were REALLY ( Read more... ) -
Loosing Weight
Okay day one I am 190 pounds and sit at 5'2 1/2 that was before excersise I will post after I weigh in...give me about 5 hours...hey...I have add ( Read more... ) -
UGH!
You know its pissing me off that everyone around me is getting pregnant I know this sounds stupid I mean its not that im trying but I want that happiness everyone else is feeling.I want to know what it fucking feels like. I am so fucking sick of douche bag guys who cant fucking get over themselves over shit thats happend over a year ago if WE ARE ( Read more... ) -
Is anyone out there?
You know it has definitly been a good while since I have updated this thing...and as I look back I really miss the old days. It kills me. Like I had so many good times, I was careless, I was free and I took it all for granted. Im now 21. I have no idea where im going or what Im doing with my life. I jumped on the scale today, and I hated the ( Read more... ) -
Really difficult update
ALOT has happened since I updated last. I am going to be elaborate on somethings and very breif on some others. I am proud to say I dont work at Arbys anymore. I mean dont get me wrong I LOVED the people I worked with they were ALL fabulous people and I do regret leaving the way I did. Its just it was not for me. I work for a company called M.s.i ( Read more... ) -
Crazy
Life is so insane...boyfriends come and go....why hold on to something that doesnt exsist....just a few things going through my head right now...DONT GET IT TWISTED THOUGH...THIS IS NOT ALL TO ONE PERSON...just several things going through my head...one of them actually relates more to me...My heart is finally in the right place right where it ( Read more... ) -
Mini Update
Okay so I went and gone from Prince Fredrick...I loved working with Mike for the two weeks I was there. Hes so tolerant...but hes right its probably cause I didnt work with him long enough! haha. Just kidding! Anyways. So Mike and I have been fighting alittle more then usual these past few weeks because of me. I know its my fault because I keep ( Read more... ) -
**GASP**
Okay now that I finally get a chance to update I'll only update a little bit, basically I love my new boss but hate my new store. I work with Convicts dude, like not the kind of convicts that are just in jail for minor offenses, im talking 2nd degree murder I have NO idea how this guy is out on work release he should be kept away for life but then ( Read more... ) -
Okay.
Extremely to busy to update ( Read more... )