I don't know if I am just having a really bad night, but I really wish I was home. I miss UGA. I miss my friends. I miss going to school. When I hear about people moving into their apartments and starting school, it makes me really wish I did not that give that up. Then again, I also hear that I am $12,000 in debt because of a year and a half of ( Read more... )

So these past couple of days I have been completely screwed over. Before I left for texas, I was not able to find someone to live in my apartment so I continued to pay the rent while i was here. It was kind of hard considering it was a good chunk of change. Well I was finally lucky enough to find someone who could move into it a little bit before ( Read more... )

So I got back into Abilene after spending a week in Ga. It was nice besides the whole staph infection and it went by way too fast. Since i didn't stay a full weekend, I also did not get to see everyone I wanted to, so hopefully that will be different next time ( Read more... )

I want to go home. I just don't know exactly where home is anymore.

I am turning into someone I don't like. I feel like I am turning into a submissive little girl and I told myself I would never do that. I would speak my mind and do what I think is right for me. Now I won't even say what I am thinking in fear that I could destroy something very dear to me. I know I can change this, but at what cost? Either I could ( Read more... )

Dan is playing poker all day, so I am just trying to relax before work. Now that I have finally started to adjust to living here, I am starting to like it. I got an easy job at Chili's and I have actually met some pretty cool people. It's nice being able to start over and try living on my own and meet new people. What I am scared of is having to go ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't break down so easily. I wish I was braver, but I'm not. I can't handle things as well as other people do ( Read more... )

Well i made it to Texas. It came really close to not happening, but it did and it hasn't fully hit me. It just feels like another week of visiting and i will be back in georgia by next weekend. I really don't know what to think about the situation. Right now it really does just feel like a vacation considering he is off work and we are doing ( Read more... )

Christmas is tomorrow and this is the first year I really don't care. It doesn't feel like Christmas. It is still too hot outside to even consider this winter weather and things just kind of suck this year to put it bluntly. A lot of things have gone wrong this week and I am just sick of dealing with it. I don't care what happens anymore...well i ( Read more... )

Ok so it's official that I am leaving for Texas sometime at the end of December. And it is now just really hitting me. I have been fighting my family's and friend's opinions about my relationship and me moving to Texas for the past couple of months or so. Yeah, of course I have been scared, but I guess as time gets closer, I am starting to question ( Read more... )